Philophobia

On days like these I fall apart
Cursing myself for not being the one
This emptiness is a killing piece of art
Is this fear controlling me supposed to be fun?

The mirror has just become an enemy
Reflecing a face no one would crave to see
Could a man ever want my presence desperatly?
I'm panicking over a love that will never be

There's a hot aching feeling in my chest
Please, I don't want to be alone
I can no longer keep this suppressed
I've never had a feeling cut so deep to the bone

I just want someone to hold me in a tight embrace
Even if my heart is a confusing place

It's nights like these I cry myself to sleep
Trying so hard not to resort to a sharp blade
I know I'm not one to keep
I'm just waiting for someone to prove me wrong
I'm just a little afraid

Reviews

[yvo miki]

wow chicka I know how u feel ive been through this message me so I help u through this ill be ur friend and make u smile and laugh because I know the pain ur going through please come to me I know we don't know each other but I feel like we will be the closest of friends

[Dark Poet]

Oh my gosh can we please be friends?!! I would love to talk to you!

[yvo miki]

like I said im here just message me

[yvo miki]

yes we can

[Dark Poet]

Okay. Thank you:)

[yvo miki]

ur welcome

[Echoes of Eros]

I can feel this painful dark place flowing like a mist through your magic words. How you see the haunted reflections as you seek someone who will share even the aching night with you and never leave your side. Yes, there can be such fear walking alone, and such fierce strength that can rise when one chooses to walk beside you. xo

[Coyote Poetry]

I could feel the need and the sadness.
"I just want someone to hold me in a tight embrace
Even if my heart is a confusing place "
When we fall to the lowest level. We need embrace and kind voice and friendship. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Emily]

'It's nights like these I cry myself to sleep '
Wow! I love this one!
Well done!

[Simon Welsh]

Now this is poetry. Best I've read in a while.