love ?

is it love

this is just a rant cuz i feel like i bother people when i rant to them. i feel so ,,,, well i dont know how i feel. I think i fell in love with someone but i honestly dont know how he feels. i know he likes me but uve liked many people before him and they never feel like this. ive grown up my whole life with people telling me im too younge for all kinds of things.btu no one is telling me im too youge to be in love its me that is so f*****g confuzzed with what im feeling.ive spent hours asking my self why dose someone like me and why was it the person that i liked. is it meant to be or an i making up these feeling that he feels in my head.dose he just feel bad about me being singal is that why hes dating me. dose his heart race when he hears my voice dose he listen to all my conversations and laught in his head at my jokes dose he ever feel bad when i sit alone is he so confuzzed hes in tears like me. is this what love feels like just likeing someone so much it hurts. why cant i just feel like a normal person is this how normal people feel. i really like dating him and talking to him but dose he like me the same way, and if he dose. i want to keep this one i think i love thids one. everytime my phone buzzes i hope its him i really like him. idk if this all makes sence to anyone but i know im lost in love

Author's Note

i just want to know what im feeling cuz tbh om completly lost and need advice