Mirror

Just something i wrote when i was 16 excuse the punctuation.

I’m standing in this mirror looking at myself and wondering how i got here?

how did i get to this point? i wasn’t always like this i was a young loving person a sweet girl a happy girl and now I’m so unhappy it hurts to smile. when i look in the mirror i see a monster. I don’t see the girl that i once knew. did it start when the girls in school called me a loser in 9th grade or when i came back in 10th and was raped by the captain of the football team? after that i gave up on everything and i had to live up to the reputation of being the school s**t. so i changed the way i dressed the way i looked everything about me. The girls hated me and the guys wanted to sleep with me because i was so easy. This not me this not who i am but the mirror thinks differently. i keep hearing this voice in my head telling to do it telling me that is not the life i’m suppose to live that i’m not suppose to be here that i’m suppose to be somewhere else that doesn’t make me hurt that doesn’t make me feel bad and i know that this not the place for me.  My mom doesn’t care where i am or what i do so she wouldn’t care if i was here or there alive or dead. once upon of time i was her everything now i’m nothing. so i keep looking in this mirror and asking myself the million dollar question if left this earth would anyone miss me? and that voice pops in my head and tells me no! so this is goodbye to everyone and everything that has hurt me. This is the last time i will look at that horrible monster in the face that horrible monster that is staring me back at me in the mirror. 

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems. i just wanted to know if it was good.

Reviews

[Linda Adkins Chandanais]

Intense. Honest. No fluff. I like it

[Vee Cole]

thank you so much :)

[Vee Cole]

I Posted a new story :)

[Be_You_Tifful]

I think this would work well as a monolouge instead of a story.

[Vee Cole]

hmmm okay. good point.

[Kevin S.]

This is really good. I can see this being used for Anti-Bullying. It can help those who are struggling with cyber bullying or just normal bullies at school.

[Vee Cole]

Wow thank you so much Kevin i really appreciate it

[Admiral Kirk]

This story is very powerful. I didn't pick up any grammar or spelling mistakes, though I noticed that "I" isn't ever capitalized... That's not really a problem, I guess. Anyway, great job. I liked this story a lot, and the end was very powerful.

[Vee Cole]

Thank you so much. i was going to edit all of those I's i just forgot to did i love your poem's everyone i read so far speaks to me in a different kind of way.

[Admiral Kirk]

You're welcome. And thanks, I'm glad you like them. Since I can't exactly 'speak' audibly, it helps to know that I can speak through poetry. :) Thank you.

[Vee Cole]

yeah they are amazing :) keep up the good work :)

[Admiral Kirk]

Thanks, I will. :)

[Amen_Poppies]

very powerful devante... thank you for sharing. :)

[Vee Cole]

thank you so much :)