Painful Poetry

A quick poem to jot down my current thoughts

Please just shut your mouth

I've heard it all before

If you're just going to blame me

Then you can find the door

Why don't you see I'm hurting?

I lay curled up in the floor

This pain inside is killing me

I just cry here sick, and sore

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Just because the past can't be changed

Doesn't mean it isn't hurting me

I don't remember how to act okay

I don't know how to be

My heart is in absolute ruin

Pain so  deep, but easy to see

Sometimes I just want to die here

For my aching soul to be set free

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I can't find a sense of peace

Not even a tiny speck

I dare you to tell me to move on 

One more time, and I'll break your neck

You were the one driving the car

Of my life that became this wreck

But you just walk out and leave me here

For hours, not caring enough to check

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But I guess I can't complain too much

I'm at your house, yes I'm still here

It's all because I love you so

Or is it more out of fear?

You broke my rose glasses

Shattered all that I hold dear

So I'll quietly cry next to you at night

And try to hide each desperate tear

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I lay next to your sleeping figure

My tears lit by my cell phones glow

I try not to cry too loudly

I don't want to lose you or see you go

Maybe my heart will heal one day

But I know it will be painfully slow

Until then, I force a smile and kiss you off to work

And into my poetry, my painful feelings flow

Author's Note

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Reviews

[sette]

this is a painful poem it is good that you were able to pour all the emotions in writing, that is what is good in poetry, it reflects the emotions felt, the need to express them.