Loving an Angel

All the light in my eyes 
Had fade to dark,
And all the tears I shed
Had turn into rain.

All the smiles I used to make
Now is hard to bring them out
You lighted up my days
Now that you're not with me
I cannot help but frown.

You gave me courage
And brought me hope
Now that you are gone
I have nothign to hold on to.

My heart was filled with joy
But now I fell an emptiness
That fulfills all my being.

I dreamed about holding you
teaching you, loving you
But after all the blood shed
Those dreams crashed upon me.

I wish I can go with you
But I know I cannot
I desire to be with you
But I know you be in my heart.

I know God brought you into my life
I was afraid but yet I couldn't help
But to love you with everything that I got,
But now everything had changed
Now I cannot help but to blame myself
I know it is not my fault,
But I feel I could of done more
I protected you,
I loved you,
And cared about you.

But,
Now that I don't have you in my life
Everything seems to had fade to gray
All my smiles they feel fake
I know everything will be okay
But it doesn't mean it won't hurt.

I know everything will be okay
But I can help to cry out this pain
I know thins is not our farewell
I know one day we will be together again
In the mean time wait for me my little angel
Untill that day just wait and we will be happy once again

Reviews

[Arsh]

Even he drops of tears reflect through your pages. Every tear's well painted on words... by your heartfelt heart. After reading such writes from you, I think... you're broken soul--A soul that's broken by love. I'm not sure but yeah... it's seemed you're being tired of game of love and now you need to have or earn a true one. Well, you know what, Miss.. Despair... I happen to know that love teaches us allot, no matter what. Even when the life's failed to teach us imp. chapters of our lives, love teaches us. You only have to see it through your heart and accept it with mind. Everything'll be okay with time if you've believe in yourself. Always be happy. Happiness'd bring you everything you want to get ;)

All the best!

[Mika =^-^=]

well actually it is about love but love of my unborn child that I lost him/her on Sunday November 30th at 1am

[Arsh]

I`m sorry to hear.
May God Bless You!

[Mika =^-^=]

it is all right. Thank you

[Laura Lynn]

"I was afraid but yet I couldn't help/But to love you with everything that I got,
But now everything had changed/Now I cannot help but to blame myself
I know it is not my fault,But I feel I could of done more/I protected you,/I loved you,/And cared"
I love how you say this that you affirm like this and know it is both your fault and not your fault, because everything's so complicated, it takes the blame off you completely and eradicates feelings of anger, at least that is how I feel reading it, if I imagine it is someone I have met in person who I would wish would feel this way saying that to me, perhaps it is a beautiful lie, perhaps not, but I like to believe it, so it must be good and what it means to forgive, even when the people did not truly do anything wrong except to want to love and be loved or find it

[Mika =^-^=]

actually this poem I wrote it because i miscarried not too long ago...

[Laura Lynn]

I thought of that, when you said "little angel" that that might be what it was about, that is so heart-wrenching especially when we all have that inborn desire, or innate desire to celebrate new life in this way, by being the people our parents once must have been if we had not yet had the opportunity and all the months of expectation of having that precious child building up until that time, though we may also imagine loves at any point in age, so timeless it is,