A Poem by Mika =^-^=

Here I stand
looking up at the blue sky
thinking how you are doing,
wondering how life might be
with you here in my arms.

The blue sky,
slowly fades into gray
a sad smile creeps upon my face,
the thought of an angel 
looking down at me
the piercing pain devours me
my heart slowly begins to break.

Here I am
cradling myself
trying to protect my broken heart
the memories swallows me whole
I try to fight
but the pain send me down on my knees.

This pain,
feels like heavy stones
resting upon my chest
quietly I whisper everything be okay
I want to believe
but all I can think is cry out
what would of been your name.

Kissed you goodbye,
I wish I could have the chance
to hold you in my arms
now you are watching down on me
I tried not to lose myself,
and I cried already.

And I tried,
but the memory devours me
and I cried,
losing track of time,
kiss you goodbye
felt like heavy stones
resting upon my chest
and I cried,
I cried out your name
and I tried already
and I tried,
to mend my broken heart.

© 2017 Mika =^-^=

Author's Note

Mika =^-^=
The name Camille is a name for both male and female. I miscarried my child in 2014 not knowing what gender my baby was, 'tis is why I chose to call this poem Camille.

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Added on September 30, 2017
Last Updated on September 30, 2017


Mika =^-^=
Mika =^-^=

San Diego , CA

I just write to express myself, because is hard for me to express verbally but in writing, I can let every ounce of emotion out. more..