Imperfect Beauty

Imperfect Beauty

A Poem by Mika =^-^=

Beauty is all you see
fragile like the petals of a rose
yet filled with insecurities.

The reflection I see
is filled of disappointment and disgrace
the disgust feeling creeps through my body
the foul taste of hate creeps in my mouth.

Low self-esteem, overwhelms me
forgetting who I am,
blinding all the good that resides within me.

Suffocating in my fantasies
cutting away every inch of me
till there's nothing left
just disappearing within the wind
what's my destiny?

Compliments
I don't know how to take them
sometimes they feel like they are lies
don't try to make me feel better
because I don't deserve such words
words that cuts too deep, till I bleed.

Am I good enough?

Suffocating in my fantasies
cutting away every inch of me
till there's nothing left
just disappearing within the wind
what's my destiny?

Chained by the tragedies of the past
the hateful words echoes in my head
"you are not good enough, never will"
No, no, no.

what matters anymore?
what I see, is it true?
will I ever be complete?
can I ever break free
or will I let myself drown in this agonizing hate?

Suffocating in my fantasies
cutting away every inch of me
till there's nothing left
just disappearing within the wind
what's my destiny?

What's my destiny?

© 2017 Mika =^-^=



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A question many ponder in their dark and even when things are going well.

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Mika =^-^=
Mika =^-^=

San Diego , CA



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