The Beginning

The Beginning

A Chapter by Final-Karma
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I explain the origins of my mental library and how I began to see the true world.

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Hello to everyone that reads this. I would like to open this writing with a favorite quote of mine: 

"People Live their Lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That is how they define "Reality". But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"? They are merely vague concepts... Their "Reality" may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to be simply living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?" 

Hopefully, I will continue to make these in between doing more of my work. I have recently been asked by a few people to the origin of the name I picked for this account. Final-Karma. Final karma to me, isn't just a name. It is a living form of thought. If karma is known as the driving force to the qualities of your deeds done, then your final karma is the culmination of a lifetime. If you have read my work, you know that I am heavily into philosophy and esoteric thinking. This way of life started for me at a very young age. I would like to express that to you in this writing. Please, address this as you may. I am sharing a piece of myself with you.

I compare my life and its cycles to that of the metamorphosis of a butterfly and the creation of the universe. I was seven years old when a tragic event happened in the country. I was watching it on television in class. I couldn't fully understand what was happening. My teacher only told us that people were hurt but something deep down told me otherwise. At that very moment something exploded. The only equivalence I can compare it to, is the feeling of being startled out of your sleep. I was awake for the first time in my life. In that moment, my journey started.  

After experiencing my awakening I learned something very quickly, ninety-nine percent of human beings are ignorant. Ignorant even to their very existence; and in that ignorance, they simulate happiness. I watched as the world around me, that I had grown so fond of, crumble into lies. The first explosion that brought light to my universe had not chased the darkness away, it only revealed how abundant it was. How vast and deep it spiraled and absorbed every life. There was nowhere you could go without seeing its influence. You would think that would be the crushing point for me, but it wasn't. The more I witnessed this darkness, the more I wanted to understand it. One of the best concepts of philosophy is to not fear the unknown but to study and learn from it. 

As I gradually got older, I felt a shift in my constructive understanding of the world. Where I once saw the world I knew breaking apart, it formed itself anew. Things became brighter, people looked different, and I no longer viewed concepts as I did before. So, I searched for answers. Everything is just theory but through all the irrational and blurred lines, their is truth to be found. I learned a lot about the way of the mind and how mentality can determine the way you influence your world. This shaped me to become one who lives blissfully in the sense of knowing that no matter the situation or circumstance, life goes on and things get better. I lived by this idea for not so long before I experienced the second explosion. This one rocked the fabric of reality and sent out a shock wave that to this day, continues to affect people and beings of this world. 

The first explosion brought understanding and light, the second destroyed everything I thought I knew. In searching for my understanding of the world, I discovered that there were certain people, groups, that were already aware. They had vast knowledge that contained our history as not just a people but as beings of capable of so much more. Yet, none of this history is taught to us. Instead, on comparison, we are told the exact opposite. It startled me at first but I quickly understood what was going on. If you control the flow of information, you control the masses. Control the masses and you become a king. Power was the ingredient used to create this second explosion. An artificial one at that. 

I was invited to join them. My only focus was to attain knowledge about this world. Eventually it got out of hand. I learned another great lesson during this second explosion or metamorphosis. Those who obtain higher knowledge, have a great responsibility thrust upon them to educate those who are not yet there. The goal is to elevate humanity to a higher existence. How wrong I was. The true lesson I learned was that there is no good deed that goes without evil intention.

In this group were some of the most intelligent, wise, and powerful people I have ever known. Most of them come from backgrounds that represent where they are in life now. They are not "famous" or in any form known for the power that they have. Yet they influence so much. Every so often there is an outsider among them. Someone who stumbles into this form of higher thinking who searches for answers. That search always leads to them. I was one of these outsiders. They acknowledged my hunger, my thirst for knowledge and the secrets of this world and gave me what I wanted. I was one of them. I watched from the shadows how the influence could make my dreams, reality. 

The third explosion, came without warning. I was participating in a charity for the city when the group I was attending with held a private meeting. Those attending were apart of the society that held higher knowledge. Every so often we had these gatherings to discuss things that the public "need not know about". This one such discussion was the catalyst to my third metamorphosis. I was torn. Distraught, would be a better fitting word. These people that surrounded me, who I thought so highly of, turned out to be the very reason I began my journey. By suppressing information and manipulating slight details, disastrous results were made. These disasters breed feeding grounds for the knowledgeable to gain profit and wealth. When it came to the victims of these events, they were spoke of as just numbers. Their humanity was stripped from them. I realized that I had been a sheep in wolves clothing, residing in a den of dragons. Sleeping beasts who only exposed an inch of their true power. 

Offering just a smile, I listened on as lives were lost, cities destroyed, and experiments conducted. Eventually it began to become normal. As I attended and gave my input, their trust in my acceptance grew. I was given tasks. Places to go. People to "persuade". Just like them, I too became a dragon. A slumbering beast of knowledge and power that never exerted himself. I forgot my true intentions and gained a role much different. 

As time went by I began to develop regret. Regret about the people who's lives were lost or manipulated. They were relieved with my partnership as they mentioned that they could not guarantee my safety if I were to educate the "slaves". Slaves. I will emphasize on that term in a later writing, but from my lack of opposition, I was embedded. One thing in this society is very prevalent. Barely anyone left or abandoned the group. Many simply lessened their presence and were quiet about the operations. Eventually, I decided it was time for me to go. 

The fourth explosion was the last. My metamorphosis had developed into a way that I thought I had learned all that I could. I was highly mistaken. It took me all this time to realize that I was tainted by the very darkness I had sought to reveal and possibly uplift people from. So I requested and performed the appropriate ritual, and I was freed. To their, disappointment, they mentioned that I had a promising future but that my decision was respected. They hoped to not make me an enemy as it became very messy when dragons fight. 

I remain still, in this fourth state of mind. I come to you now after a lot of delegation and debating with the new society of people I associate with. It is time for people to know. To see the truth and to reveal the darkness that lurks around you. The spectre that pulls the strings of your lives and laughs as you dance to the beat of life. It is time for you to rise and become dragons in your own right. As I continue to write this, every entry will be based on a subject that I extensively studied and learned from others and for myself. Please, accept this writing and I hope you develop your own sense of truth.

Never stop questioning. Never become complacent. 

Final-Karma




© 2018 Final-Karma



Author's Note

Final-Karma
No reviews are necessary. Please just take your time to read. I hope to help others expand their minds and bring about the return of philosophy to a world that never asks: Why?

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Your work is very thought-provoking. It's inspiring. I recently moved out of my parent's house on uneasy terms to be able to find myself and hopefully find answers to a lot of mysteries in my life. Your metamorphosis into who you are today was beautifully written. Your style is so eloquent. I think I'm going to enjoy any work you write, and I look forward to your future chapters. I love the thought of becoming a dragon, too. It's such a cool and unique thought. It's mythical, and I think that makes it a great way to describe the transformation of people. Overall I really loved it; I'm definitely a fan. Thank you :)

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Your work is very thought-provoking. It's inspiring. I recently moved out of my parent's house on uneasy terms to be able to find myself and hopefully find answers to a lot of mysteries in my life. Your metamorphosis into who you are today was beautifully written. Your style is so eloquent. I think I'm going to enjoy any work you write, and I look forward to your future chapters. I love the thought of becoming a dragon, too. It's such a cool and unique thought. It's mythical, and I think that makes it a great way to describe the transformation of people. Overall I really loved it; I'm definitely a fan. Thank you :)

Posted 7 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Hmm, this is a very interesting point of view. In my house, or those of my families, I am never allowed to ask why, and if I do I am met with scorn and no answers. Ive always been a curious person and am told I ask too many questions. I dont know. Guess Ill have to wait till im older and more naive and set in my ways until I get the chance to ask questions and receive chances to get answers.

Posted 8 Months Ago


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Final-Karma

8 Months Ago

I can't say that I agree with how your house is ran but that is not my place as that was created by .. read more
I can't help but leave an excellent review. This was truly eye-opening and astounding. In some way or another I've felt like this myself and its refreshing to know there are like minded individuals out in the world. It makes you wonder what our purpose truly is in this world. I personally think existing is just the base for us to work from. Yet, that statement spurs on another question, "what do you work towards in life?" I think this answer varies from person to person because we all have different backgrounds. I feel like philosophy will be the way of the future considering how instant gratification is just temporary. You've done an amazing job with this piece and I implore you to keep going. take care.

Posted 8 Months Ago


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Final-Karma

8 Months Ago

Thank you so much! Your descriptive analysis is as accurate as ever! I am glad you appreciate my wor.. read more
Even if reviews are not neccesary i am going to review this piece of writing . I liked the way you told everything and i especially liked the line -
I was sheep in a wolf's clothing and in den of dragons. I agree that we should become dragons in our own right..I am really eager to read every chapter of this book...and i actually wish if everyone around will start asking question why to what happens around them that day won't be far when this earth becomes a much more better place to live..
Keep on writing
Thanks for sharing
Riddhi

Posted 8 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Final-Karma

8 Months Ago

Thank you for your honesty! Hopefully I will continue to write and bring about even one person to re.. read more

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