Loving You

You used to call me your nightshade
You knocked me down with your crusade
You used to mystify me
Now I'm just bathing in shame

You bring me down, quicker than water freezes open pores
You lead me on, farther than the sights behind closed doors
Ethan showed a girl how to love right
He showed me how to deal with the blame
He rests upon my cold, cocaine heart

Deject me - Erase me
Your life is like ultraviolence

You used to call me toxic
And now I'm left to deal with it
You used to energize me
Now I'm weak right down to my core

You hit me hard, harder than diamonds lining my throne
You block me out, now your true face has been shown
Ethan showed a girl how to love right
He showed me how to kiss a guy hard
Skinny dippin' under the moon light
I swear I could've dropped dead there

Deject me - Erase me
your life if like ultraviolence

Why can't we compromise?
Loving you is way to hard
Why can't we go back to the start?
Loving me is way to hard
Why am I so paranoid?
Loving you is way to hard

I can hear the sirens coming for me,
Cause loving you is way to hard
I can hear the sirens coming for me, dear
Cause loving you is way to hard
You hit me so hard
You kiss me so hard, dear

I can hear the sirens coming for me,
Cause loving you is way to hard

You used to call me your nightshade
You knocked me down with your crusade.