pouring blood

Cutting open veins

Pouring out blood

Just want to feel pain

Passing out was no good

So walk out in rain

On top of a flood

Waiting for red to overcome fame

 

Pictures rolling in my mind

“Drip, Drip” painful sounds

Closing my eyes

Forgetting everything around

No where’s to hide?

Dropping to the ground

Tears fall, from the outside

 

Fill with so much hate

Wishing I would die

I might be mistaken

Leading up to suicide

Not asking for forgiveness

Heart beats fail, only my divide

My life wasn’t mine to take