Red Paper

Wrote this in math class on red paper. it.s what i felt (feel)

The stars no longer shine my dear

the wind no longer sings

the ocean waves a final goodbye.

The heart beats slowly

ever so slower

the blood drips out

the scars left out

and darling the wounds will heal.

The quite it taunts me

it's saying "how are you?"

the loneliness follows and

replies "alone."

the hate it yells

"F**k off you baster."

the soul leaves for good

locking itself in a darken

freezer

The river of tears

it runs inside

looking for an escape

but no luck

they blend in with blood

following my scars

Drip . Drop.

A bathtub of regret

all the pain

a challenge of wonders i thought

a regret the very first

but no more pain

Just end this life

But now i'll let it all out!

the tears are here

and there real

i'll walk away and hide my pain

but i just need you!

I'll hide these wounds

and delete their existence 

and the blood will stay inside

The hate is gone 

but the darkness still hangs

the memories escape

and i can't forget

it was never a regret

it was a dream

a sweet nightmare

i hide the love i had

and made myself think

"hate is all i have. hate will follow to my grave. hate will stay

for good."

but it was lies

i miss you

i love you

but to you it means nothing

and to me its everything

and the hate thinks its an illusion

and wants to over come me again

it wants to erase what i really feel 

but not this time

i won't let it overcome any more my dear...

     

Reviews

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The river of tears
it runs inside
looking for an escape
but no luck
they blend in with blood
following my scars

I really love this part, such a wonderful depth in this write.
Very powerful and wonderful.