Waiting To See.A Poem by Enigma MonsterWaiting to see if I will be after clots of cold and thick wet pain veins like ropes what will I be after another dose Flash of stone in black for me one hour ago I was not me Balance the vessel off to the side in nature black emotion the glance of a stranger Paper thin thoughts hope blows by the why is why not always guilt, always why Play along or be still no I never will year after year after year ago the water was clear clean and scentless and plain gradually then suddenly it was never a game blue drops to red drops cuts aching again The left side of my head the meat of my brain congested with color that naturally will change Black like the boulder that lives in my eyes black grey black black it is not alive With each new drop different angles of the mind breeds new pain a new fullness to an overfull brain But always a calm after chaos which settles the silt and I wait to see if braveness will surface What more do my marbles need to look on and flit away like restless flies in their nests aching and dry I want to live but if living is this ANY life is not better than death. © 2016 Enigma Monster |
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Added on October 7, 2016 Last Updated on December 19, 2016 AuthorEnigma MonsterCanadaAboutHi. So I've written most of my life, in some form or another. Now it's like an addiction. It's like a drug I have to take sometimes. I think what I'm addicted to is that feeling that comes after you'v.. more..Writing
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