It shouldn’t hit me this hard,
I shouldn’t be so hurt.
There you are,
Standing across the room--
It’s really too bad they can’t see,
Your smile could always light up the night.
It shouldn’t be so sad,
I shouldn't cry so much.
There it is,
Your voice echoing through the radio--
It’s really too bad they can’t hear,
You always did have something more to say.
It shouldn’t be so worrisome,
I shouldn’t be so guilty.
Something happens at midnight--
It’s really too bad I can’t touch you,
You could always help me feel.
And sometimes I wonder If I’m stupid,
Or still hopelessly in love.
And I think about you whenever I can,
Wondering if you’re thinking about me in heaven.
I know you’re happy now,
Because you always were down here.
And if you love me like old times,
Will you wait for me to fly?
I know it should’ve been this way,
But I still shouldn’t hurt.
You were an angel ahead of your time,
I hope you enjoy watching over all of us--
And know even after all these years,
We’re still dreaming of you.