This Feeling

This Feeling

A Poem by Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)
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I wrote this for Niko, even though were not together anymore I want this up. It's sort of general. I don't know. When I wrote it I realized the first letters of t last stanza spelled his nickname.

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What is this?
This.....feeling?
I know it from before,
But is it really true?

No. This is different.
Not like before.
Nevertheless, I know it.
Now, if I can only...

If I can only figure out
What this big red thing
Pumping fuel through my
Corroded veins wants.

Because I can't f*****g tell.
It's so indecisive. It laughs.
It weeps. It screams out for
Attention. It's getting so
Annoying that at times I
Want to tear it out of 
My chest, still beating, and
Finally keel over and be
Done with these stupid
Mixed emotions.

Letting this continue will
Eventually get me hurt
So I need to stop, but my
Heart screams out at the last
Available second, to love him.

© 2012 Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)


Author's Note

Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)
I wonder if he'll even read it...

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very intense and emotional.

Posted 11 Years Ago



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Added on July 14, 2012
Last Updated on July 15, 2012
Tags: love, heart, pain, confusion, feelings, frantic, Niko, kiss

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Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)
Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)

Grand Haven, MI



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I'm young and full of emotion. I tend to have sudden mood shifts and so far almost all of what I've written has come from the depressed side of the shift. I really just wanted to get my work out to th.. more..

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