My Just Torment

My Just Torment

A Poem by Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)

I just didn't feel very happy.

Each night I cry, it's your face I see in my dreams. Each tear is another mistake I made and each I wish to be without. So I cry, and cry, until every tear is out.
The next day I think I'm finally free, free from all the wrong I've committed.
 I'm not.
It's like each tear reformed from the stains on my pillow and crawled their way back into my sore and sorrowful eyes.
Meaning that later, I will yet again see your face in my dreams, and the tears will fall once more.
Fall from my eyes until I feel like every single mistake is gone, and again they will drag themselves back.
Just a tormentingly never-ending cycle of hatred and self loathing.
This is my fate...

© 2012 Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)

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Added on March 26, 2012
Last Updated on April 19, 2012
Tags: darkness, sadness, depression, crying, sorrow, original, Extro, Zifer, loathing, hatred, empty hearted


Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)
Alex Fegley (Extro Zifer)

Grand Haven, MI

I'm young and full of emotion. I tend to have sudden mood shifts and so far almost all of what I've written has come from the depressed side of the shift. I really just wanted to get my work out to th.. more..