For Niko

This was for my wonderfully young and talented boyfriend Nikolai "Lesha". I really love him and I thank the gods and goddesses for him.

Love flares, hearts sore. Be mine, forever more.

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I was a Chameleon Boy with A Quiet Mind before you.

Please, Come In Closer. You're the Somebody who reveals my Inner Glow.

We talk and talk, ready to Let It Go, let it all out.

We both present our Ugly Side, and I fear you might Hate Me.

I'm ready to tumble like a Clumsy Card House.

Relief, similar to that of a Sexual Power Trip.

With a massive Drop of stress, I feel safe to step down for my 

Balance Beam and tuck away my Razor Blade.

You  make me feel Amazing; so Independently Happy.

You're an Angel, and I'm Calling You. 

I would Holler from an 18th Story Balcony just to know you'd smile.

You are The Answer to my Weaknesses and Tomorrow, like everyday, 

you'll fly with your Sweet And Somber Pidgeon Wings straight into my heart.

With your shy welcoming of "Hai", You Make Me Smile.

When I'm sitting alone in my room with nothing but my thoughts, I wonder,

What If We Could stare Into The Ocean, side by side beneath Blue Skies,

enjoying each others Graceful Dancing, 

clinging tight and whispering "I love you".

Because we Should Be Loved, and we do. 

So its time, to finish Picking Up Pieces of our shattered past,

to have our last Kangaroo Cry, take a deep breathe and feel the 

Weight Of The Word dissolve from our shoulders.

Any Man In America would wish for what we have, the trust, The Honesty.

They would wish For The Love that we share so easily.

I'm comfortable enough to Say It, so here I go. 

I want you in my life, not just for now.

I want you in my life, from the beginning to The End.

Lesha, Ya Tebya Lyublyu!

Reviews

[Alex Fegley (Extro Zife..]

The last line is in Russian, just fyi.

[allie_arrowz]

awww this is so sweet.