Pondered Thought

What can I say, other than I love him?

I often ponder how we can be so close to each 

other while we are in fact, so very distant. How can we be so filled with

love for one another? I've been thinking about this a lot.

And I think it's the distance itself that does it. But what about the distance?

 Is it the ever growing longing to finally meet face-to-face, to feel

 each others flesh for the first time, that fuels our passion?

 Is it the the distance keeps us separated just enough to hide our

true selves from each other so that we aren't shown the negative?

 We have shared so much with each other that most people

would turn tail and run from that it couldn't possibly be the second option. 

No, I can feel. This is real. I'm proud to say it. You, Nikolai, are my Soul Mate. I love you, more than you could imagine. Your presence is never

 out of mind in my mundane day-to-day life.

I will not love you forever, though. I will love you, five-ever. 

Because as you know, five is more than four. 

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