Dead end

A Christian poem about doubt

The road is shut

but I have to restore my faith and gut

to fight for my goals and dreams

I pray God on my knees

to drag down this brick wall

but does He hear me at all?

First I was standing tall

but now I'm about to fall

and stay on the ground

unless a miracle will turn it around

I told my fears

for God in tears

This is more than I can take

A mistake after mistake

Heartbreak after heartbreak

Theft after theft

It's such a pity

I wonder what is left of my integrity

when they got my little boy honey

and my money

A huge gap in me must be filled

because such a huge part of me has been killed

Feel something must happen soon

beyond the stars and moon

by theft God made me humble

Prayers He made me mumble

I realized He's trying to restore

my insulted innocence

so that I'd live like before

hell broke loose at my door

may I praise and burn some incense

as God just answered my prayer

At every end there's a new beginning

when a loser starts winning

He wants me to count my blessings

like I count my money

He wants me to stop worrying and guessing

and just be happy

with who I am and what I've got

even when life gets crappy

He knows I'm ready to tie the knot

Copyright 2017. All rights reserved. BY: EyesLikeBlues

Author's Note

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