screaming apart

i don't f*****g  care anymore

you rip my throat out

steal my core

give me a reason

I shouldn't run 

because when I see you

I just wanna slit my throat

watch my blood drip down

and laugh at the world I leave

because all I see is evil

I'm sick of it

it makes my life s**t

I don't f*****g care anymore

give up your day to cry

I'm happy in my coffin

where I lay for eternity

where I'm not scared of anything

where I can always smile

never cry

never wonder 'what if'?

6 feet under..

I can't miss you

I can't watch you with her

I can't remember our lives together

I can't bring up the thoughts of our future

I can't breathe

don't have to eat..

Just lay..

happiness for eternity...

Reviews

[Jeremy Baker]

Ouch. Harsh and direct. For someone to espouse this as a solution is scary indeed. you express this nihilism and despondency so very well. I hope its just a poem and not what's on your heart at the moment!

[Coyote Poetry]

Strong and honest words. I believe better to kill the one that hurt your then yourself. My stepmother was a wise one. She said " Better to torture them for 40 years then to give them freedom." A very good poem.
Coyote

[Kenneth S.]

Scary stuff. Welcome back BTW.

[joshua deathdealer]

Well portrayed emotions here. This would make a great deathcore song lol..xx

[Aidz]

I agree with Lilly youd miss out on you.... kewl write though good to get them out rather than keep bottled in

[Chris G. Vaillancourt]

Wonderful penning!

[Lily Mae]

Painful and deep write.. I can relate to the pain and yet as I read it..a strange voice said.. "yes but you'd miss out on you".... xo