Forget-Me-Not

A last look a white door..

I feel like a fool and a w***e..

The damnation in standing and staring again and again..

It’s unreal..

Letters after letters with the simple line..

Forget-Me-Not..

 

Icy words crushing my soul..

I can never be whole..

Crushing blows to my crumbling sanity each and every day..

It’s like death but in another way..

Another letter sent with the simple line..

Forget-Me-Not..

 

Just being left here in the dark..

No Noah, No ark..

Not matched with a person to survive..

Just left in this cold dark place to die..

Another letter received with a word..

Never

 

An arrow fired at my heart yet again..

But this is not a war that hearts can win..

And then the fact that the emotional sayings of hearts are non-existent with me..

Because I don’t own a heart that feels emotions..

But this semi psychotic writing is nothing but a feel of my raw every day life..

But if I don’t understand then why should you?

Another letter sent..

Forget-Me-Not..

 

This last flower standing in my garden..

Sadly it’s a bad reminder of how love struck I was..

And how fucked up I am now..

Sadly I couldn’t get my self to dig it up..

But then again..

Why should I?

A death sentence inside her..

Forget-Me-Not..

 

I got up..

I fought for her..

I see the tabu that you don’t talk of..

I not only see it..

I live it!

I remember lying on her floor..

She kissed me..

I looked up at her..

“Just because these b******s hates us..  We’ll stay together right?”

She looked at me with her gleaming green eyes..

“Yes, we’ll be together forever.. I love you”

I had this feeling of being drained and simply answered..

“I love you like I’ve never loved anyone before.. No one’s ever been this close to seeing ME! Like everyone else doesn’t care babe.. I love you!”

She just kissed me..

I sit up from this state of being intoxicated…

It’s now 7:30 AM and I’m on my way to school..

With music in my ears..

And bad memories in my head..

Tears slides my cheeks even in public now..

The phone rang yesterday..

All she said was..

“I Will Forget You”

I broke down..

I can’t handle myself anymore..

But I bid you good day..

And it’s nothing but A Fallen Hero to you..

As I hail King Scum..

I’ve finally bowed to someone..

Forget-Me-Not

Reviews

[SINDE]

I love the flow of words...and love. Awesome work.

[Brook Hughes]

Very strong poem. I love it! descriptive and it flowed well. My favorite lines :An arrow fired at my heart yet again..
But this is not a war that hearts can win..
And then the fact that the emotional sayings of hearts are non-existent with me..
Because I don’t own a heart that feels emotions..
Keep writing:)

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the strong and honest words. A poem with a powerful story. Thank you for a excellent poem.
Coyote

[Namelezz]

The last part was amazing.
I'm sure she still loves you.

~Namelezz~

[Becky C Strukamp]

You penned this beautifully.

[Carrion.]

this is very depressing. I enjoyed it, pure raw emotion, but with elegance. Kudos.:3

[Dayran]

Everytime I see the statue of the little mermaid in Copenhagen, I'm thinking, here's someone with feet but still missing the ocean. I think she misses her great mother of the depths, the whale. What do you think?