slit me down the middle

(mental breakdown russian roulette)

slit me down the middle

flip me inside out

and scrape me clean inside

 

blood and metal mingled taste

and a pulsing coldness

where my heart should be

 

hold me under boiling water

bubbles breaking surface

with screams inside

 

ash and thirst and cherry flavoring

and a seething emptiness

that really, i deserved