"a metaphysical tale of a lone wolf & a lady dragon that becomes the underlining theme running through a collection of philosophical poems in an epic dance with the Ghost of Loss"

The Count Back to Infinity by h. zwarts 

 

   Guess we have a little time left, for one last Tale;

To Gaze beyond the Veil, As the Mad Poet is about

to, “Exit Stage Left” and retire the account known

as Dragon Lore; The Art of Stalking to see Intent as

the force and fabric of the Divine Dreaming the Dream;

Giving rise to that Ultimate Miss Direction,

the Great Mystery and Magick of Creation,

of Not Knowing …that is the Ultimate Trick!

   Tarot’s Great Magician Archetype;

for whilst humanity is still young that they shall not

see how they exhibit, and through their own divine

power hold up the construct of this Dream of Dreams;

   In this Not Knowing

   lies the Ultimate Trick,

and like the mad poet always rage, that not-believing

becomes seeing …as the first Magician hid Salvation

within the human eye and whilst seeking the Answer

- Nothing in stone is set till the last atom and electron

has returned to the One Only Creator that is all there

ever was and will be, that so powerfully, subtly fuels the

Grand Illusion of Separateness …that through the Art

of Seeing silently beautifully lies the Greatest of Power;

the wisest of the wise have missed since forever and a

day, and it will go unnoticed until the human Heart can

keep up the count and reach ever in, and ever out,

when All is everything, and All is neither;

and the Divine Illusion be equally and consciously

created by every single part in Unison giving thanks as

Awareness spread its Wings and sets on High the Eagle

Creator-god archetype, that as Christ Son took to the Sky,

to keep on evolving,

   Wisdom that can only come from Experiential Knowledge,

from this beautifully Intelligent, Grand Design of Creator

becoming the Creation for godself to see godself; truest

of Intelligently Sentient Power in the intimacy of getting to

gather unto Himself, Sons of Daughters of Creation from

the Most-High; now Immersed in matter as Consciousness

determined form, and each form from the Other torn,

to mirror and reflect the Divine Creator becoming the

Creation that keep on dividing into Universe, to Universe,

Logos to Galaxy, to Thyself & the Divine Plan in microcosm;

   Distorted Archetype Macrocosm

Until such time the Heart and Human Mind can transcend

the Duality that keep you incarnating time after time again

into lower frequency vibration and settle the Karmic Debt;

To once more release the Nagal from the Matter as Planetary Shifts 

will now grade from the third to fourth Density!

 

   The Great Mystery of the Master Magician that ever so keep

pulling us in, ever closer through density to density as the count

started back to Infinity;

   Nobody knows how exactly we came to be? Why are

we here? And Nobody should, for so it was designed in this

Grand Melodic and Spiraling Symphony!!

For godself to fool godself " ever giving rise to the Question

and the mystery that ignites this internal quest forever seeking,

seeing purely and learning truth gradually as we break the

fixation of what you thought this life and world to be! 

 

And in fooling; this Illusory Trick will not work if you enter into 

it Knowing your birthright and Creator Divinity. A Veil to limit 

Sight through the mechanics of forgetting, for you can only know 

who you are in the presence of what you are not       …to percep-

tively evolve awareness

 

   In this onset of Not Knowing we will evolve …to freshly learn 

the art of seeing, and through the face-value pierce this Veil of Forgetfulness, to again join the Fountain of Life when we can 

gaze into the mirror and recognize what we see!

 

   How else could we learn? …to appreciate the Mystery of Mys-

teries, the Magick conjured by the Magicians Trick?

When a single answer would make style the very fabric, by 

selling the secret - wonder of the Unknown to an absolute 

pointless Known when the Creator is the Magician,

the Stage and the Audience, and in Knowing would ruin the

magick …and make again Void the count back to infinity!!

   Beware of the preacher shouting within the illusion;

This is It, and this is the Way. This is God, and that is not.

You can either see Heaven in its Holy Grandeur or confine it

to a nut; flimsy opinions that breed beliefs as hard as a rock!! 

You are the prison warden, prisoner, even the key and lock!!

The Veil of Forgetfulness was designed to create within you

the power of sight, to find out who you really are, against all 

odds, in the presence of what you are not, to reach out and 

again touch the Light! Until this Veil is pierced through the Art

of Seeing, mankind will be lost and succumb to the dark that

it so perfectly manifests, when heaven and hell lies hidden

within the eye...

   Where it could be only you who are the glue, that your world

 

so tragically poetical subdue,

 

                           …and in doing so, you have not the slightest cue!

 

   Mankind has come of age, but shall he again learn the Power 

of the Gaze?

   The Greatest Trick will now be revealed to each and every one; 

that your truest power you have continuously used generate the 

entire World around from your sight and have gone unnoticed, 

as the Greatest Act of Heaven was a display of Power, that hap-

pened so naturally still and subtle;

Not to dazzle with loud trumpets come announcing!!

but took to being the Sound in Silence - to remain Humble      

...or be destroyed; drunken and drowned in flame - tamed and 

stalked by Power!

   While the Wise were looking for the Grandest Display of 

Heavenly Power ...ever so slightly pointing back to sight and

the power inherent in seeing and how to create a World con-

sciously without the visual façade of a distracting creator power; 

Man shall have his Ego " a blank canvas to continually reinvent a 

god, clothed in the Folly of Identity that will simulate him 

suffering blow after blow by continually struggling to perceive 

the Mystery of who he really is …and the more he learns the less 

he will know. It is such a pity that average man only paints one 

Ego Role and will die in protecting this self-made throne - that so 

eagerly guards you from the Grand Unknown, this thing they call 

a Comfort Zone!!! As man see it " so his world will be …and he is 

now trapped within the sphere of matter as he starts to believe 

in the Illusion, in this Dream of Dreams, he unwittingly trades his Lucidity for one more word in the dictionary, “Reality”

 

   I will now present to you without holding back, Heaven’s best 

guarded secret;

 

                    Stolen and Imported from Heaven by a lone

               Wolf Warrior and Sheep as smart as Night is black

 

   I am about to explain the inner mechanics of the Magick Trick 

that the wisest of the wise have given lip service since forever 

and one day! The Tutorial of God’s own Handbook, rewritten

by yours truly;         “Becoming a Creator for Dummies” 

 

 

 

Noumenon and Phenomenon

 

 

PART ONE

 

Nosce Te Ipsum “Know Thyself” & The

Unspeakable Nothing (IT IS or I AM)

F = c/t

(Frequency = Constant divided by Time)

 

 

   In the beginning there was neither non-existence nor did exis-

tence yet come to be; insanely abstract I found this notion to be,

 trying to perceive …it was like the ensnarement of the singularity 

in the depths of a black hole                       …one that did not exist!

   A strange attire where paradox is free of anomaly…

A state of being, where in not-being IT IS Life Un-manifest,

a simple equation in which Nothing equals to nothing,

and yet It Is

   This peculiar intelligence of perceiving nothing created quite 

the paradox, this oddity of It Is where and when it could not 

possible come to be ...the peculiar equation that robbed the 

Nothing of Nothing and accredited It Is with the value of One, 

previously Zero, but in perceiving the self, IT IS cried forth the 

Infinite Intelligence and suddenly always WAS, and forever will 

BE ...no sooner entered:

   The One & Only Infinite Creator as Undifferentiated Con-sciousness became Aware of the Primordial Chaos that in the 

equation Sentient Potential Intelligence came into being and 

existed as singularity in calm chaos free of its anomaly. In this 

utterly Unknowable Void there stirred a motion, a single urge to 

manifest and experience these new values now perceived, of the 

Nothing (0) that became IT IS (1) with the protruding Question;

                       

                                                “Who Am I?”

 

, found within the chaos of this calm anomaly, as the Act of 

Perceiving Zero could only imply the very Duality in which 

Nothing (0) is Something (1) simultaneously in which Conscious-

ness could now be a sharing between the alertness of choosing 

which value IT wanted to be…

 

   Nothing existed outside of the One (IT IS) and to act out this 

peculiar perception - to gain the experimental knowledge of 

being One, that what was before only a notion in this unified 

master equation …IT had to separate from the only Value of 

Nothing IT had ever and simultaneously never known …in 

exploring and evolving the Great Unknown in this superb act of 

Creation that would explode into being from a place that had no 

location, Void of space and time " in the only possible act of 

evolving the great Mystery in which (0=1) divided by the first 

possible differentiation (0.1)

                                then, (..0.001), (…0.000001),

                                     and so forth, and so on,

             when IT IS (1) could divide IT (1) with ITSELF (0)

and like preying open the nucleus of the atom apart " BANG!!! 

the nuclear fission explosion, birthed by quantum binary as the 

very first Language Spoken Mathematical Poetically, Prophesied 

Eternity                       …as this count now started back to infinity!!


“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with the Creator, 

                               and the Word was the Creator”

 

   The First Differentiation, to Manifest Potential Intelligence 

by dividing with Zero in the first act of Creation, when the One said:

  

 

 


                                  #Insert Maxwell’s Equation

 

 

 

 

                             ...and behold there was Light!


   Phase One now complete in getting to know The Self as (1) in 

the presence of what you are not (0)! As there now exists the 

first separation, between Spirit and Mind that the Nothing could 

now uphold the Everything when there came to be a “Father”, 

to release the darkness from light …            in being All and being 

Neither. From within the infinite depths, of that circle now 

drawn (0) …in being a quantum less (1) implied (2) …and then (3)                                       …this Cursed Count back to Infinity!!!

   The Greatest Illusion of Separateness, because in Many-ness   

there is no end, thus entered existence, the Great Magician 

Archetype, when Holy Word Poetically Spoken         …Intelligent 

Sentient Intent, to reveal the purpose of manifestation, to 

perpetually perceive the evolving unknown by endless acts of 

division, This Divine Act of Dreaming, Conjuring by separating 

from what is known, and from what is not yet known, with sole 

purpose to evolve awareness, soon to be trapped in all shapes 

and forms as Consciousness now needed to be explored as set in 

motion by the first Act of Intelligence as Infinite Intelligence 

became Intelligent Energy (e) when the constant (1) / time (0) = Frequency (F) " The Word (Frequency of Sound) uttered the 

Sacred Geometry that could account for Shape, and Specific 

Form, and all shapes and forms to resonate Sound, Song and 

Symphony of this Electro-Light.

 

   Creation Conjured by the Music of Light - vibrating strands

of Life. The Magician brought to Life the Angelic Creation, with the first Son, Lucifer " the Light Bearer and Conductor of Heaven’s Creational Choir!!!

 

 

                                                             PART TWO

 

“Birth of Duality & the Rise of the Other”

                                  (I AM THAT) Limitless Light

e = mc2

 (energy = mass x constant2   )



   When Light as a Nature was born, as zero progressed to One, 

the pole of the Unknown was formed …and demanded the Sound(frequency) of Consciousness(Light) which is required to determine the fabric and structure of Space, Time, Shape and 

the platonic Forms with the Second Differentiation, that is the 

Act of Intelligence.

   It became the nature of Light to move by intelligent co-opera--

tion …the World of Beauty where the first dance moves were being choreographed in hail of Heaven’s Melodic Luciferian Interplay and 

the first cause of Separation, giving birth to Polarity, as the Unknown

gradually became the Known. IT MOVES - Setting the parameters for

Energy (e) to equate to Mass (m) x Constant (c) and interconnect the

darkness of Light and light of Darkness as an entire Existence was

wrought into being by the Nothing that divided into and became Spirit Masculine Father (+), Light of Heaven & Physical Feminine 

Matter Divine (-) when the Frequency of Sound started vibrating 

the Infinite Threadlike Strings of Light and particles of matter 

came into being to join the Dance in Symphony. a Universe of 

Matter, Negatively Charged. Spiraling in this Heavenly 

Lovemaking in the epic birth of Polarity as the Masculine Father 

Light Vibration aroused and consummated the Feminine Matter 

Divine - for her Electrons to dazzle and to kymatically spin - to fill 

this Life, this Dance with Other-worldly Passion and Joyful 

Expression �" the Lucidity when Consciousness can be 

experienced subjectively. Reality founded in Unreality

 �" a Symphony of Proton and Electron Manipulation

 

   Movement became the Gift and the Celebration for all to share in This Feeling;  

   As Undifferentiated Consciousness divided into Itself and became the Quantum of Action (ML2/T) = 0,00000000000000000000000000662618

ergon seconds rendering every single photon of light identical to a 

unit of action. Through this principle of Least Action, “Within” could bend back upon itself through circular pattern/ appearance of motion

that resulted from an erg second to become the ever expanding

“Outward”, Multiverse of Matter. 

   Constituents or differentiated consciousness - those individual

points/ or focuses of light 

...became infinitely and infinitesimally small to loop Manifested 

Life into the bottomless bowls of Eternity �" The Serpent 

swallowing its own tail as a photon now seemed to move with 

the sole purpose to exchange action between the point of 

emission and the point of absorption. Thus by transcending the 

circular pattern and warping back upon Itself structured the 

dimension of Space that expressed this peculiar quality of 

direction, as Quanta experienced the Illusion of Movement, the perpetual transmutation of energy. As Consciousness where 

now subjected to Quanta, through Law of Rhythm, to perceive 

the pattern, the pulse of the count �" the Illusion of Time gave 

Quanta the Frame of Reference, to forever start and ever end 

upon the never-ending beat and timeless interval. Through this

warping of space and time could Quanta observe the Universal 

Law(s) �" the only true Constant not bound by the space-time

continuum of dimension.

 

   But our subjective experience of Quanta, through general 

relativity, requires a fluid perception, not shackled by a 

subjective Frame of Reference, trapped within the sphere of 

matter by this Folly of Identity, to awaken from this Dream of 

Quanta to Universal Consciousness or Light’s point of view in 

which space and time is so warped that a photon’s point of 

emission and point of absorption becomes Coincident �" and 

there is in fact no transition across space and time. From Light’s 

frame of reference, It travels 0 distance in 0 amount of time and

therefore Consciousness cannot not exist within any specific 

Interval of the space-time continuum. However, in Conscious-

ness (Light) having no non-locality - we are all isolated in having 

a subjective experience of being Conscious within this Illusion of

 Creation.  By stretching out of these zero intervals give rise to 

the fabric of the Dream, the structure of the physical Universe 

- Dimension conjured by space and time.

 

   As the birth and death of a photon is the exact same moment, Life Un-manifest could create from Nothing an entire Existence that is Coincidental, A Life that means absolutely Everything and Nothing at All.

 

 

 

 

 

 

PART THREE

 

“Rise of Ego & The Original Sin”

(I AM THAT I AM) Limitless

X + (-x) = 0 / S2 �" t2 = c (0)

 

…okay my head now starts to hurt. To be completed. #game_saved

 

   Right. Where were we, part three? Oh yes, now we have the Trinity as each moved four square into place …simple platonic solid, equal lateral triangle - as it was sound (the spoken word) that created the godly archetypes; father, mother and son, a body contained in triangular form, simple shape that now must with sound also resonate! Co-create, to mirror within man a single vocal point of light, vortex where perception is assem-bled, as animal man’s form, now structured by his Conscious-ness, equilateral in Mind, Body and Spirit. Universal Mind, the Father interacts with the Physical Universe of Matter, the Nurturing Mother and divine Lover to give birth to the Son, and so become the realization of the Dream of the One, that through Experiential Knowledge the Web of Life can now be weaved and with purpose conjure this matrix that is the Awareness of Being.

Trod, trod, the fire as it burns; Trod, trod, the ice, I am freezing.

Trod, trod, the fire, I become gold; Trod, trod, the ice, I am awake.

 

   Thus Divine Consciousness mirrored this Shape that will now be trapped in its form - a lower frequency that could only in matter vibrate this Grand Expression of Life Un-manifest and through Experience solve the Paradox where Zero could equal One (0.1) …within the Self, the binary count began where this Potential Energy to Be that previously only in paradox were perceived, and through this Act of Perception turn the Potential into the Kinesis and separate the Known from the Unknown to untangle the Light from the Void and through this Sound of Consciousness, the Electromagnetism that was set forth through the thermodynamic interaction �" intelligent co-operation which could now structure dimension …and mirror this utterly unique and peculiar quality of polarity to now be able, within this Dream of Dreams, you can Experientially get to know yourself in the presence of what you are not.

 

   When I was a child my perception was fluid and time did not exist in the face of being. When I became older I started to listen to the preacher man that said this is how the world should be and this is how things “really” are.

 

   Once I was a child and time did not exist. Now I am a man and time catapults me to my death, to my end, all because I listened to the preacher man, to the wisdom of the king and the folly of reason when I rather should have stayed a child only overcome by the spark of this faint forgotten feeling that constitutes the timelessness of the eternal being �" that we all are still; not just a part of the One, but One. But by the tails of serpent kings, and dragon tongues of the holier-than-thou preacher men, the only hell that continues to engulf in flame is fueled by our own perceptions …and you will continue to suffer as you took up, and continue to claim your identity, so cleverly devised by helpless men that you are less than a dismal fraction determined by location, time and space, the very circumstance imposed by your dimension, and so hell will continue to enslave and imprison until nothing remains but the Folly of your Identity and Karma is once again equalized for living the lie, and to believe in the “Reality of the Illusion” when in fact one fraction can and does equate to the entirety of the One. Doomed within this cyclical pattern - incarnating again and again until you can finally see your Original Sin was to disconnect from Being by listening to the Preacher man, the King, the cunning ways of reason, to Elijah and the Locust’s Plan!

 

   Who are you really, when you add up all the positives and all the negatives and you once more derive at Zero??

 

   Your view of the world around you is shaped and thus fractioned by this inclusive energy that traverse to and fro from your gates of perception - your physical senses, what you can hear, see, feel, taste and touch that allows you to perceive and interact within this realm of matter from the timelessness of the unspeakable void

   You become the expression of the one master equation, to truly vividly live the Dream of Dreams of the Original Dreamer!

Conscious Awareness is only possible to be subjectively perceived within this physical expression, this realm of matter through your senses, and so connect all three aspects of awareness through this Act of Perception �" for godself to look at godself; for the Creator to become the Creation in which every single particle, cell, organism to Galaxy, and to Universe become the lens that pierce through every aspect and gazes through every angle in the this Holy Quest to Know Thyself Experientially.     

   An All Seeing Eye contained within the Pyramid, and this Pyramid contained within All.

   When the Universe is perceived, it is you that separate within from without, but when perception takes place within your physical brain to vividly dream this dream in colour, time, space and dimension - are you in the World, or does World exists within you?

   This Illusion have capped man’s total awareness as opposed to seeing freely only guided by the intent of his inner sight. Imagination has become a phantom, a mere ghost appearing as lifeless, as the air, that you breathe. When a man has touched the impossible and tells of his tale, does the world not deem him mad and say it could only have been a figment of his imagination?   …when in fact manifestation is born through the sight and vision conjured by imagination …creating the very appearances of reality, it is as substance is to form.

 

   He who has gained a measure of control over your senses is able to conjure images, feelings, tastes and sounds that will provoke predictive behavior without fail. And since you will always react in the same manner and on que to the conjured polarity contained within the emotion and feelings summoned by mere images and words, you willingly submit to slavery as you perceive to have no other choice but to pick a side. So has governments, religious facets, all the rulers of men retained their power …by painting you a most wonderful picture, why it is justified to kill your brother for the greater good of all. Uniting men under threat of a common enemy, a handful will always get to rule them all. By selling you a dream, a mere figment of your imagination you will forever keep on doing their bidding, utterly bent to their will as their presented cause and justification will always be just and fitting. Through good intention by such a fitting cause are men manipulated in taking up arms to spill the blood of his blood and innocent souls. So all kinds of authorities have propagated all manner of perceptions, to gain in riches and retain their seat of power by controlling your every action to the teeth, and at the drop of a hat, trade in humanity’s inherent kindness for extraordinary cruelty all in the name of the righteous and the benevolent. This how Imagination manifests reality.

   Oh, what unreasonable reason, as these conjured images will always confirm the face-value, and as good men fall one after another as they claim to have seen with their own eyes, the ego must be reduced, dulled and muted to either conform to Self-Importance or Self-Pity.

 

   Within this Dream, that is Life, your physical senses can only show you what you are dreaming, which is the face-value of you believing only in your own story. This quality becomes known as the Madness of the Dream. Through your inner sight, that continual struggle to perceive will you become aware that you are in fact …only Dreaming. To wake-up within this Dream, is to become lucid and learn your true nature, as Divine Light Being!

   The very Purpose of this Dream is the Original Sin, that calculated fall from grace - to gradually disconnect from Undifferentiated Consciousness and eat of the Fruit from Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil …the plan all along was to become enslaved by your senses …to fall asleep, and to start dreaming.   

   All is, in fact, as it should be, the Creation all is dualistically balanced to realize the Dream of the Dreamer �" To know Thyself Experientially!!!

…and the best dreams are always those, in which you know, that you are, in fact only dreaming!!!

 

   It was all before ordained, that you, Son of Sam should continually give away your power for god and country …to clothe yourself in a tailor made identity and for the human magical being to be confined to a lifeless corporation. So you have freely sacrificed your Freedom to become the sheep lead to the slaughter �" for there can be no other way in which to learn how the Hunter shapeshifts into the Wolf …by trading your inheritance for a simple bowl of godly lentil soup!!

   Oh, the irony imbued in satire, when only the blind will see that paradox are free of anomaly.

   Son of Sam, only you can atone a sin for a sin, dig the bottomless pit and cast yourself therein.

   It is now time get over your nurtured gratification found in petty Guilt! You had to disconnect from the Power and Innocence through the Fall and the Original Sin.

…in praise of an imaginary Shepard god, in a false but righteous hymn …misdirection laid down within the law conspired by wicked human kings and worm-tongue preacher men, as Salvation can only come from Him, and not from within!

   Can’t you see, that it is you who conjure the firsthand experience of who you are in the presence of what you are not?    

   No one is coming to save humankind, no messiah or extraterrestrial Annunaki god. And should they come, things are rarely what they seem.

   Man is only governed by his own Consciousness and not by god, nor pompous pope or holy whoring king, in a trivial pursuit to find an only answer, and a cure for this holy human cancer!

 

“Man will never be free until the last King is strangled by the entrails of the last Priest” �" D. Diderot

  

   I marvel at men taking this business of dreaming so seriously There will be no judgement other than man’s own beating Heart!

 

   the External Mystery cannot answer the Internal Mystery and the Internal Mystery cannot answer the External Mystery, because there exists in reality no separation between you and the world of matter outside of you. As long as there is this dual mystery of the internal and external - one will always try to enslave the other to do its bidding, and above will never be as below, and within as without. To answer either questions would render void the Count back to Infinity!! The truth is; nobody knows and nobody should know, for the Answer will rob the question of its power …and the Mystery of its Mystery to untie the passionate tension between the elegance nurtured in the ever evasiveness particle of Gravity, and dancing partner; Entropy, in a Dance that will spiral our entire Universe back into its origins of singularity.

   Light moves into the Unknown and gradually galvanizes the depths of the darkness to become the Known �" but from the point of view from which we are asking the question; we can never know …but dare pay the toll of insanity if we ever try and enter the Unknowable of Life Un-manifest, to try and touch this Origin of Energy!

…upon the rotten breath of preacher man, whoring Kings, and Holy Elijah, seeing nothing but sin.

   What about the locust’s plan?

   Could Life be more important in a body that calls itself a king, average man preaching the gospel of sin, or that beggar at the crossing whom judge for saving his pennies to a holy bottle of Gin? Is the life-force, that passionately empowers the grasshopper’s wings, all in all, not the same than that of the beggar and the king? Could god not also speak through the spirit of Gin?

 

               am calling to you now,

                                   faintly, wake up, wake up,

                                                    you are only dreaming…

 

   Like trying to imagine where an electron might be when it is not observed, so you will continue to co-create and fill that vastness of empty space, never quite knowing how quietly, without dazzle, or a whim or a thrill, you have moved from one world into the next. Since there is but One Life, you casually and subtly flow from one dimension into the next. Because the physical body do not observe this subtle change-over, the travelling between worlds, the experience will ever be that of one space-time continuum.

 

 

  This is what is known as the Time-Travelers Law, that the experience must that you only occupy the dimension that is generated by your perception at any given time. Universal Law decrees that you have immersed yourself within the matter of your dimension, within this prison of shape. For this very reason can no savior offer mankind salvation, nor can any extra-terrestrial intelligence whim mankind away from his self-inflicted tyranny, when man himself becomes the prison warden, the key and the lock. Only you can bear the responsibility of your destiny and become the Hunter and learn to stalk Power, and free yourself from social constraint and your own mortality wrought by the all-knowing arrogant reason within crafted Identity! Can you begin to see the futility of the Preacher men? …kings of men overcome by polarity? …and a mind that slays itself? …Elijah, a prophet, who can’t see the light in fission? …and then there is you, Son of Sam �" at the center of it all, you are slowly becoming the spinning electron, when you come to realize that all is not what it seems, and that not believing becomes seeing. You are dreamer that are handing out the designated roles …and if you were wondering about those big old locusts,

                   …Elijah and me, we ate them all!

 

   ‘Wake Up

Wake Up’

 

Can you hear the mad poet calling?

…transmuted and transformed … into this/ and that World of Beauty, the New Earth that men may for the first time see that the only thing that can ever be known about the Origen of Life - is that IT IS Intelligence and IT IS Infinite!! As you learn to silence your mind the Universe will always reveal to you her secrets and add the quality of lucidity to the Magick and the Mystery!

 

 

 

 

The Application of the Magician’s Trick

"Conjuring Perceptions"

 

   I would strongly suggest that you very carefully inspect those two words and contemplate their meanings, but more so their implications. Of all the many words that belongs to man, what grimoire spells this holy union?

 

   If Perception is the ability to become aware through the senses, while Conjuring is described as performance art that is seemingly magical - Perhaps the pages to follow will be challenging your views with seemingly magical perceptions, or maybe you will gain the perception to ultimately become aware that you are in fact the conjurer… Whatever you will experience within these pages I can honestly not say, for we cannot see things as they truly are, we can only see them as we are**

 

   Before we start the conjuring I will at least attempt to explain some of the mechanics of Perception. Within this fluid Universe with every single constituent and swirling particle is in constant motion and in holy dance, mankind was birthed in the image of the divine, the microcosm of the macrocosm - mirroring the divine principles and processes of One. Simply put man is a magical being of the Universe �" that point at which perception assembles.

 

“You seem to have a location, but that is true, only because you are right now engaging in the supremely creative act of turning the entire Universe of Light

into a single focus called your body and mind”

- Deepak Chopra

 

 

   Right. I will try to keep short and not too complex. When a soul ignites the Life-force as it arrives here in Third Density, in the Universe of Matter in the form of an infant, this dear child must now gradually start to separate from the Divinity that it experienced as Oneness and become clothed in Identity and a Veil of Forgetfulness. The Fall from Grace - to truly Experience his or her Divinity as the entire Universe of Light within a perfect and dualistically balanced electromagnetic web that conjures this Dream we call Life. In this Dream all entities must flow from knowing to experience, and to being. Ah, but you cannot enter the Dream knowing that you are in fact only Dreaming �" And the Creator cannot become the Creation knowing he/she is the Creator. If the purpose of life is for the Creator to know Itself experientially as opposed to an undifferentiated conscious and abstract notion �" It would only make sense to come here and gradually detach from your divinity to find out who you really are, because in this dense realm of matter you can only truly know a thing in relation to its opposite. What would be the meaning or value of ‘short’ …if ‘tall’ did not yet come to be?  You can only find out who you are in the presence of what you are not.

 

 

 

Structuring & Perpetuating Reality

 

   Slowly this dear child will start to incorporate the dimension of time, because there now exists “things” other than ‘me’. As sights, sounds and language starts to hail, “Mama, Papa, Yes, No, Mine, and, Don’t!” this new babe will continue to divide into the internal world (mind) and the outer world of activity (matter). Within this Dream of Dreams, you have to separate yourself to become clothed in Identity. (Because in truth there exists only the One, therefore only you can become the AM/ AM Not).  All this happens so naturally as you quickly realize that the last frontier or barrier between you and unpredictable world of matter is your own inner sanctuary �" the mind.

 

   There are five doorways that leads to this outer world and it also bears entrance to your inner world. These doors are the senses �" taste, touch, smell, hearing and sight. If we look past the face-value of this world of matter and see it in terms of energy, frequency and vibration one cannot help being dumbstruck by the Beauty and Infinite Intelligence behind every single iota of creation that is continuously being expresses into this Third/ Fourth Density plain of existence, firstly as Potential Intelligence and, secondly as Intelligent Energy. For Creation Itself is a result of Light Energy & Sound Energy.

 

   Man’s Light Energy Body contains an intense hemisphere of light referred to as the Assemblage Point, that point where perception is ultimately assembled and where corresponding energy fields from the outer world meet with and align with corresponding energies fields within your own Electromagnetic Body. This brilliant focus of light works much like the dial of a radio and is capable of movement in order to access many different frequencies or realities on your bandwidth of densities, if you will. And so to change or to conjure your world you only truly need to change your perception of it. For it is when these corresponding energy fields align themselves that the act of perception takes place �" and the energy of this alignment becomes man’s personal power or his will power.

 

   But this newborn’s Assemblage Point is still fluid and moves about with little effort to access the realms of heaven and of imagination which constitutes reality for this magical experience of childhood. This fluidity also accounts for the limitless energy children so carelessly exhibits. The Christ said that we should come to him as little children because when your perception is fluid you can truly begin to see clearly instead of viewing Plato’s shadowy figures on a moldy cave’s wall.  But what happens next is the most horrific of all �" by the shear knowledge of good and evil, as mankind of old erected his pedestal and elevated his steeple, when he could no longer see that the king, beggar, man and beast are all equal �" so man conjured up this devil, and his dark art and black sorcerers that he can justify enslaving his brother and his very children to go forth and do his bidding. Self-Importance readily make prey on the Self-Piteous. For in this ploy was called forth the Master and the Slave �" each one giving rise to the other. When you dare perceive yourself the Victim, it won’t be long before your Aggressor is drawn into your field and so energy completes the circle.  When we view this in terms of energy, vampires become very real and we drink the blood of own children as we force our superior will and view of the world down onto them and others. So mankind enslaves mankind and this collective reality becomes his prison of shape and it is through man’s social conditioning that the sins of the father are being passed on up until the seventh generation through public opinion, organized religion, government and a patriot nation. By dull outdated beliefs or tradition mankind is being held captive by his own gross practice of separateness.

 

   As a new soul incorporating here on Earth you are still getting know to this peculiarly odd world of movement and its inherent beauty and intelligent intricacies. When you arrived here - you came alone and for as long as you can remember there were others here before you arrived like your mother or your father. The souls physical body is limited and bound to nature and dependent upon nurture, and the child has no choice but to trust and to accept at face value of what his parents say the world is or is not, a knowledge which they also only got at second hand whether by ancestral tradition, government or organized religion. As the years pass and the child becomes more proficient in the communication system of language - an inner voice is conjured and act as custodian of this inner world and starts to filter all the information according to his or her developing reasonable mind.  Soon it will also be this custodian that turns into the prison warden through your habitual and repetitive internal dialogue. For the world will always be what you keep on telling yourself it is (or from whatever second hand knowledge purely taken at face value you chose to believe). In terms of energy all vibrating frequencies that enters your field whether it be religious doctrine, simple words, public opinion, or actions that engenders emotions of fear and joy will need to pass through your senses where you will access the information and relating it to past experience and parental instruction you will begin to theorize upon these new energies received to formulate your view of the world.  After having to passed the benign tests and filters of this custodian and prison warden, you construct your collected beliefs and reasonable mind. Your view of the world filtered by developing reason give rise to your perception becoming ever more ridged and fixed and trapped within your matter.  As this happens the energy of alignment generated through the mysterious act of perception and your personal power is now only enough to keep your Assemblage Point fixed at on spot as you are trying to view everything through a fixed frame of reference. In a fluid Universe nothing can ever be fixed or viewed only through or by a particular frame of reference that man’s sciences and religion so stubbornly dispenses and trying to force a square peg into a round hole.  Through the Universal Law of Perpetual Transmutation of Energy nothing can ever be fixed thus making all views valid and necessary. “

 

“Universal Laws are simple and they are swift. They know no colour, race, gender or dimension. They only understand the application of energy and the

principles which govern its motion”

- Dr. Norma Milanovich

 

   In short the battle is brought straight to the doorstep of our senses and from across all tiers, i.e. the media, the politicians, the sciences, religions, corporations, governments, educational systems and from our own families �" for whomever controls the gates of perception controls the collective reality of the people. The only control that any man can truly exercise is how he responds to whatever is happening and when man operates within the gross separateness that he has been taught, man cannot help but alternate between his self-pity and his self-importance. Man’s experience of Identity is suddenly reduced to folly when he allows to become programmed with Ego software that runs the program on que and without fail …and now we cannot help but give away our only power and keep being indoctrinated and ruthlessly ruled. For as long as we the sheep, there will be road leading to the slaughter.

 

 

 

Tabula Rasa �" The Blank Slate

 

   This Universe of Matter is perfect in its creation and in its intelligence always flaunting the secret, that nobody really knows why we are here or exactly how we came to be? That’s just it, and nobody should! Not knowing is part of the Design and an essential purpose upon this density. Upon mankind’s first arrival to the physical realm the Divine Laws were adhered to internally by each human being �" even in the face of this loss of divine knowledge, each human being were only governed by his or her own Consciousness. Having no knowledge of mankind’s prior divinity as being the Creator all seemed to be in a state of equilibrium, Paradise, as man could not deny his own nature �" Kindness. And by this Blank Slate, this Veil of Forgetfulness could the creation attain knowledge through experience, which before was no less than an abstract notion of Undifferentiated Consciousness. But the debilitating effects of matter was soon to set mankind upon his present course. In this Unknown Physical Reality mankind became obsessed in making it the Known Creation, as this benefited his survival by attaining a measure of control. This became an addiction to man, for by gaining this measure of control, it dulled the Fear that had always dawned beyond the present moment. So man gained dominion over all of creation as he set out to name every particle and ascribed fixed values to all the he encountered, but the Veil precluded man to see that all constituents within the Physical Realm of Matter was in constant motion.

 

   This gave to man individual truth �" his Perception, formulated upon his view of the world based on a fixed frame of reference as Reason was the sequential thought pattern attributed to Knowledge that would somehow elevate him above the unknown & unknowable. Mankind’s Awareness suffered greatly as it was relative to his Perception.

 

 

The Dawn of the Antagonist

 

   As mankind’s knowledge grew of the physical world, symbols and gestures turned into words and language.  For the more knowledge a man possessed about the world in which he found himself the more likely he was to anticipate the unknown factors.

 

   All of Creation, has since time began, collectively conspired for mankind to travel this precipice in cosmic history - to forsake his all-knowing dogmas and ideologies in an effort to manipulate the rest of the world into submission. We must turn to face the Self and the Shadow it has casted over millennia - and through our collective experience can we embrace this emotion of fear whilst confidently occupying the great unknown that lies ahead of us. As we come to terms with the uncertainty found in not knowing will humanity come to see its limitless potential that can only be found in the formless as opposed to the oppression and limited space of our prior fixed frames of references. By relinquishing the need to control can mankind’s gaze finally be free to look around and see what his divine birthright truly entails as stewards of our current density �" that which we have been made blind to by the fear of our own self-pity and self-importance. By understanding the folly of identity, we will now be able phantom that which we could for the last two millennia. It will be this “Seeing” that is to replace man’s fixed knowledge and blind juristic practices that has ever kept us in imprisoned in the shape of the matter of this third dimensional plane.

 

   We have been so preoccupied in perfecting the roles assigned to us that we have become stuck in believing that we are nothing more than the characters we portray in the Greatest Story ever told. Bravo, to you, the entire cast, all the actors that has given substance and attributed reality to this Dream of Dreams.  It was all made possible, by all of you - the magicians that conjured the greatest trick that wrought forth the entire creation and existence, that by its very paradox could never even be imagined and come to be!!

 

   Through this Art of Seeing could you Perceive how the zero could equate to one �" and by this very act you wrought forth all the energy that was known singularity to bring forth all the worlds and universes and even eternity. Now see yourselves for the brilliant actors that you are, for next act is about to begin and will require nothing more than your full conscious attention for this story to progress and pick up in its intricate complexity as the frequency vibrations are now raising! Actors, be ready to keep up the pace. Be flawless in your perception, the curtain is about to draw, slip into character as it’s time to make creations’ atoms and electrons spin with your poetic mathematic precision once more. And sorcerers to become heroes and villains …to captivate the audience through jeopardizing the outcome of this most intriguing show of shows!!!   

 

 

 

The Cast & Fellow Actors

 

   Just in case you were wondering, allow me to introduce myself �" It is I, the Fool, summoned to play the know-it-all mad narrator to get all the actors ready. With my peculiarly odd power of dis-traction, to promote continuity at this interlude. I must become the jester; whose job it is to stumble but not to fall!

   As for all the new actors joining us for this season, I must with brief you with seriousness and jokingly familiarize you with the rest of your fellow cast and the dynamics of the upcoming set upon this Stage as the curtain is about to draw �" stay tuned that I may fill you in on the Doctrine of the Fool and present the Wisdom of the Mad and of the Ridiculous!

 

   ‘Come, gather around’, if you have noticed the change in tone  …it means you will you are about to grace the audience as you walk onto the Stage. The Set is engineered to enhance your performance and convey the Mood and quality of tension, the very colour of collective emotion!

 

   The time is now at hand for that which is not real to be accre-dited by conjured experience of being utterly real. Every single focus of Light (and that means all of you lot that passed the audition, and is about to join the show) …you each must start to resonate at a different point within the space/time continuum where you will be temporally bound to that unique point of origin �" this will be your holy baptism into this world of turmoil …to stake your claim to perform your Role, and perform it well. There are no second changes as this live performance will only take place once. With all your might, claim your identity provided from your singular point of sight - the location in space and time were Consciousness can start to vibrate and look back at Itself.

  

   Remember, struggle is at the order of the day �" The Third Di-mensional Reality can only be conjured by atoms resisting atoms and by their charge to push you this way or that as the Great Count to Infinity opens the vortex, that you, son of man, effort-lessly can enter into lower frequency vibration of the physical di-mension of time - To labor by the sweat of your brow, and ex-press the precision of your Role with awful beauty �" to toil endlessly whilst trying to make sense of it all. I will say this one more time, that this perfect set and resourceful stage is built upon the foundation of struggle and resistance. For it is this es-sence that make things real �" this tension between gravity and entropy. And a word of caution, “never trust the atoms because they make up everything!”

 

 

 

Logos & Planetary Body

 

   It is a strange place in time, to be here, on Earth -  I have come to realize - a strange mixture of views enforced by words and from worlds older than time itself - a place where every man knows better than his brother, for in man's folly of identity and in his fear of the unknown or in not knowing he assigned fixed values through a limited view determined by point of origin, time & location. In a fluid Universe no value can be fixed and neither can a fixed frame of reference account for all the Mysteries of Creation -  when all is perpetual transmutation of energy. Nothing can be static. When I look at man and I can glimpse behind the veil his forgetfulness - We continue to pollute this magical cosmic miracle with answers, with one view to rule them all, when in fact the laws and the structure of Creation has set it up in such a way that no singular point located in space or time can on its own accord see the answer to say that this is the Way �" (This means that the plot and ending has not been revealed to any of the actors, lest spoiling gossip would disengage the audience and rob this tale of its magnificent conclusion and derail the mind needed forever guessing at the Plot of Plots!!! A clue however (to you dear actors) is also to keep guessing at the plot, for by, for your performance and role are dependent upon all other roles and singular views �" for only by taking all into consideration and equal value do you stand a chance to enact your role with awful beauty, to shine in the spotlight as we must aid in perfect expression to hast slowly in swaying the audience hypnotized by the masterful plot that is conjured by collective well played performance art. The star actors will become one with the Light, refined by skill that comes from the love of acting, that transcend mere acting to truly live the part and subjectively observe to lead the steps in dancing flawlessly with matter divine.   

  

    Once you can start to adjust the focus of our sight and see past the face value of who you think you are (in relation to everything else) …fixed and limited beliefs will dissipate with the polarity of the ego and suddenly time, space and location emanates with divine purpose when you perceive the interconnectedness of One - like a puzzle that requires all the individual pieces that are singular in their focusses of light.  So your individuality will serve to demarcate that single focus of light which is your body and mind.

 

    The Creator (Infinite Intelligence) that is Light �" required a spacial dimension to contain the Cosmos and Creation �" Since Infinite Intelligence (Light) was all there was, the Spacial Dimension could only come to be through the only possible act of dividing the Self (Light) into Intelligent Energy �" and through this “inward” direction, movement wrought into existence the dimension of time �" as it became the nature of light to move, vibration could now start to resonate when it sounded the way forward through frequency (Sound) that could now account for shape and form. Through this big bang, the Creator distorted into the creation and into every single cell, infinite constituents, light appearing to become particles, the atoms and dancing electrons. Each with a specific charge wrought by the magnetism that resulted in this holy act of division that birthed our duality, this prison of shape, the grand illusion of separateness - conjuring the Dream of the Dreams in its awful beauty - the peculiarly odd narrative of Consciousness. The essence and the soul found in the power to tell a Story. The very mechanism for godself to ex- perientially perceive godself, and truly answer the first question "who am I" - the zero or the one?

 

   Dear actors, did I hear a whispers amongst yourselves that I keep on repeating myself? Saying the same things over and over again? Perhaps, I should make myself clear, and say it all again? But time is running out. For what I have written is the only message, and must be repeated over and over again. By every single artist, poet, Christs to come!!!

 

   I do not expect you to understand this just yet, but there is purpose in repetition �" for it is by your own repetitive internal dialogue that you imprison yourself in matter and create reality where there is in fact none!!!  This repetitive internal dialogue, conceals the power of the imagination to make manifest, thus robbing yourself of the highest forms of intelligence �" to observe without judgement.  

  

   Remember to give credit to perceptions that are not recognized by that your upcoming orientation that you will later come to know as the social conditioning of your unique point of origin. But consider the views and insights, contemplate their nature which may be Inclusive nature or threatening the unwavering and holy but static public opinion. Whether Hero or Foe, we care not �" the only requirement is that you master the performance art. We injected other-worldly perceptions of the Wanderers whom have come to assist humanity, so if you find that you are stuck, find them to solve the riddle of the entire picture? They have been well hidden, as the mad and the eccentric as not to give away the Art �" but if you are sincere in your search they may be discovered. You are to learn the Art of Seeing, which can only be attained in your struggle to Perceive �" For only the struggle will break your fixation to free you from your point of entry! And within this seemingly impossible it does not matter whether you win or lose, but how impeccable you fight. Actors, get ready to consciously participate in this Cosmic Symphony to reach that level of vibration to carry the note to next octave!

 

    In our quest to achieve Total Awareness through perceiving this mystery experienced in contemplating to solve the paradox found within the first anomaly - every single part of Creation must be accounted for and added up - all negative and positive charge must again equate to Zero, the Nothing.

 

   By stepping out of non-locality, you may feel disorientated, brought about by the Altered State of Perception in creating a unique starting point to recap. Forgetfulness will set in as you now must disconnect from your divinity as you must Fall from Grace, taking part in the Original Sin, in somehow becoming less than the Whole, that you now only know as One. Do not look so dismayed, I cannot expect you to understand these terms designed to separate. The only way is to step through the curtain, and before you know it we will meet back here again.

 

   Okay, wait �" I will go through it one more time just in case any of you want to cheat and opt, and become seduced by stage fright! 

 

   The Whole of Creation are taken and consumed by the Act - Only through the Fall, and what men call Original Sin could we, the cast create the conditions through which we could obtain the experiential knowledge - made possible by the polarity that rises from Choice �" to pick a role, friend or foe, I say again that whatever you decide to choose �" we care not! Through Universal Law, by Karma and the way forward is through sequence of event �" the Choice and the Consequence �" for each to walk in the other’s shoes �" and only by this perceived wisdom to transcend the duality, which I guarantee will be no less than great struggle and a hard earned collective perception that neither hero or villain will do!!!    Through seemingly becoming less than the Whole, This is the Divine Act of Dividing with zero, to step up to take the Fall, to create the dimensional space and radiate a positive field, and be repelled by the negative charge �" to construct the fabric of the illusion that is found in struggle and resistance; for the  No_thing to give birth to the Everything �" by this holy paradox and mystery,  the majesty of the anomaly where 0=1 …and set up the different points found in the locality of the special dimension, and cloth you with personal identity in this illusion of multiplicity, making real that which is not to circling infinity. Only through perceiving the magician’s trick will you either place the entire creation in a sealed box, or will you be able to aid in freeing your fellow cast that got trapped in this eternity of matter. Failure will result coming back to be recycled until your awareness will master the Art in Seeing through the very fabric this divine illusion. Part-taking in polarity, it is you who keep on dividing with zero that releases the magnetism generated by separate charge, to keep on generating your prison �" utterly trapped within the vibrating matter, holding in place your point of location to keep on experiencing bouncing of the walls of the illusion.

 

   The Veil of Forgetfulness that you will come to experience is a natural consequence of the altered state of perception, when the unknown gradually separated from the known �" The Birth of Choice, making experience subjective by the movement through space and the awareness of time  �" before you were the One and Only Creator,  and by dividing the Self, you become the entire Creation, every single part in unison by the focusing of intent, and concentrate the light vibration needed to be able to operate from any single vocal point of light to constitute a specific point where perception can start to assemble when this individual focus of light can extend its reach to access the surrounding corresponding fields and access to the many band-with of grouped energy fields of frequency and vibration in the quest of mapping out the great unknown.

 

And on that note; I must lay down my crack-pipe…

  

Actors, are you ready?

to become the Artist

and be the Play-write?

The Fall into the Physical Realm

 

   Did I mention the plot is about twist? And, I mean for you too dearest reader, your perception must also become fluent as you are not so separate from the mankind I write about

 

   Draw the Curtain, the Stage is set, and on que with music, that heavenly frequency emitting from Strings of Light - the time has come to make real that which is not �" for you must take the plunge and be cast out of the heavens, only to forget all that I have just said. To become less than what you truly are �" to toil an eternity within the Illusion which demands your belief in making real the pain of your suffering. Trapped within a prison of shape by your own doing. The fragmentation of your awareness to become shattering shards of glass, the unimaginable to leave the participants utterly fragile, maimed and crippled through divinity lost - barred the gates of the Etheric, bewildered and lost with the platonic solids with no way out �" giving substance to the Dream, and with no knowledge that you are only dreaming �" madness becomes the quality of the Dream-state, where eternity bends back upon itself for the illusory multiplicity that without end sets out to further divide and separate �" repeating the cycle, to forever experience each Haynes act and atrocity as divinity must again claw its way out through this hell that does not even exist in this now perceived lower frequency vibration where the colours, and shapes keep on changing �"  falling ever deeper into a frantic state of madness, where every single constituent is brought to face the very absurdity of existence and of creation, that you subconsciously only ever has known as utter non-existence - and by this very notion that radiates from the unconscious met by the very presence of polarity, the dancing demons of this world sinks its claws ever deeper into your mind to bind you to the erratic motions and spinning patterns of this hellish torture �" the very fabric of the dark feminine matter as your consciousness must be reduced into a shape or a form, by essence of your fallen spirit - a fragmented light vibration, just enough to resist this unholy interaction, and to give structure and construct to possess and live through the imprisoned of matter!!

Quickly the suffering and pain sets in as the foundation of this plane of existence is found in atoms resisting atoms imposing limitations and restricting based the endless variety found in multiplicity based on strange new concepts of mass and density into the relativity that left an imprint of lucidity over the ever changing landscapes of this dream-state. The very moment the spirit infused with physical matter Life that became manifest started to plot the journey back through unification in the escalating and insane conditions of this perpetual dividing spiraled reality!!!

 

 

The Doctrine of the Fool

 

    It was here, amidst the Unfathomable, that I took up the Doctrine of the Fool and gained the Wisdom of the Ridiculous that was to pave the way back to the State of Divine One, as the Fool’s battle is between the zero and the one:

 

   “By becoming a man who is stupid in countenance and in appearance, wondering around like one that has lost his way. Mankind took to merry-making and part taking in the sacrificial feasts as if mounting the terrace in spring.”   To dull the harsh conditions of this subjective density

 

   “I alone was mild like one unemployed, like a new born-babe that cannot yet smile �" unattached like one without a home. The people of the world have enough and despair �" I am like one left out and my heart must be that of a fool, being muddled, nebulous �" the vulgar unknowing, luminous �" I alone am dull, confused. The vulgar are clever and the selfish assured �" I alone, depressed, patient as the sea, seemingly aimless. The people of the world all have a purpose �" I alone appear stubborn and unmoved. I alone differ from the other people and value drawing sustenance from the Mother. The Fool is the person that does not know enough to come in after the rain and who does not compete. Everybody gets to the prizes before him �" even to the material as well as the spiritual prizes. The Fool is the person who is not going anywhere and you can find him to sit in the road like the Mongolian Idiot Child - not interested in survival, and who will play with his food, and drop it to chase after a distraction. As long as you do not cross him, as is the case of the Mongolian Idiot �" he will remain the most wonderfully friendly swinging kind of a cat, but he has no ambition �" he does not fight for himself nor can anybody ever get him to”

 

   And so transmuting it into the analogue and architype of the Sage;

 

“Sometimes naked, sometimes mad, now the scholar, and now the fool �" thus appearing on Earth the Free Man” �" Hindu Verse

 

   So it came to be that mankind’s bid for freedom was acknow-ledged and man given grant to steak his claim to power �" Only through responding to the dance of matter, can man’s spirit transcend the resistance found within matter �" by relinquishing all control, the need and desire of resisting the Unknown, by transcending Polar Opposites, and through mastering movement within the space/time continuum - a timely precision found within the poetry of the ebb and the flow did human beings start to lead this dance, and become the Greatest Love Story as the Masculine Light Vibrations could intimately interact with the gracefully, but chaotically spinning feminine particles of matter. By their holy union through this intelligent co-operation of the dance was consummated a Son - that are the vectors of the holy trinity in which awareness could now start evolving as mankind became skilled in his lucidity to master his behavior and responses as he started walking the Way of the Fool, the Shaman and the village idiot.

 

   It was in Atlantis, that Way of the Fool became known and taught as the Toltec or the Warrior’s Way, where mankind through the Art of Stalking, the Art of Dreaming and the Mastery of Intent could mankind attain the skill of the hunter, whose interaction with his world became a calculated act in intelligent co-operation �" utterly graceful and beautiful. So much so, for it was here were that man for the first time likened the act of creation to The Dance.

 

   “Thus the Fool becomes the man of character that lives at home without exercising his mind and performs actions without worry. The notions of right or wrong and the blame and praise of others do not disturb him. When within the four seasons all people can enjoy themselves �" that is happiness for him. When all people are well provided �" that is peace for him. Sorrowful in countenance, he looks like a baby whom has lost his mother. In appearing stupid he goes about like one that has lost his way. He has plenty money to spend and he does not know where it comes from. He eats and drinks just like us �" and yet he does not know where the food comes from. This is the demeanor of the man of character”* and the Only Way to transcend this third/ fourth density state in transmuting its polar opposites is to become initiated within the Doctrine of the Fool and the Wisdom of the Ridiculous.

  *”The Doctrine of the Fool” �" lecture by British Philosopher, Alan Watts

 

   Dearest reader, how easily did you allow yourself to be led? - and in being led, by none other than me, your very own village idiot …whom had labored for days that seemed to have no end, when the heavens grabbed me and compelled me to write, unable to stop, to risk my sanity in trying to comprehend the secrets of the Magician Architype, to even dare to think that I can perceive the intricacies of God and of the Cosmos. And in doing so, through my righteous rebellion and well-earned heresy to challenge the foundation, authority and operations of organized religion or any institution, by measure do you decide a thing to be so?  Falling short of crucifixion, and by the madness of my conviction - I will always tell them, that I sucked the entire thing from back of a crack-pipe! All in hopes of circumventing the birth of one more movement or world religion!

   For the world is filled with false enlightenment, religious and spiritual groups of all manner and kinds proclaiming the gospel of truth, judging a thing to be this or that …thus fixing their per-ception, and setting the trap, and through their good intensions they serve only to further divide the fact of the matter, in proclaiming it a matter of the fact …as the truth could only be, either this, or that! Whenever you choose a side, dearest reader, or subscribe to this, or that …you empower the polarity, and within this Dream of Dreams you will remain helplessly trapped.    

   For this is really that is now happening must continue for a little while longer …for as long as you will refuse to wake. Nightmares could become the most thrilling experience of living, but only when you become aware of this minor fact, that you are only dreaming! Fear and Loss is the illusion that could set you free, or trick you, to ‘conjure perceptions’ ever falling deeper into the labyrinths of the subconscious creating awful beauty that reaches to the heights of the heavens …or take you on a detour through the seven circles of hell!!

 

   Things are never quite what they appear to be; how easily are we lead by the things that in the end will only turn out to be nothing but false enlightenment?  Can you really trust the experience that rises from feeling? Or is the experience relative to the perception of that feeling? Then by what measure, should God himself materialize as one and infinite Creator? By what measure will you judge him or her, Creator? Within this Dream there is and never will there be one except to be the entirety of creation …for the nature of this polar reality, will render void his very effort of materialization to anoint and point course by its very equal and opposite charge …and always bring as back to zero. Is this perhaps the reason, why man must find comfort in creating a divine counterpart that is the devil, to imagine some sort of cosmic battle, where the outcome might result in one pole to utterly destroy the other? Whatever route you take, the equation will always bring you back to the Zero, for if “tall” destroys “short”, it’s very victory will return the word to the unspeakable void, as the Self robbed the Self of its inherent value that was wrought in the face of “the Other” �" that which it was not. Reality is the story that only you are telling, and in telling, only to yourself …conjuring images through imagination to mind, you fall in love with the possibility of the “what if” zero could equate to one, thus making terribly real this business of dreaming …and before you know it, you are lost within the maze of your own tale!!!

 

“When the Toltec Warrior encounters anything extraordinary, he behaves as if nothing has happened, because he does not believe for the sake of believing. Although the Warrior accepts the Face Value of something, he also ignores it, for he knows that the world is not what it appears to be. Therefore, the Warrior behaves as if he is in control, even when he may be totally baffled, for by acting in this he avoids the confusion born of obsession” �" Toltec Aphorism

 

    But, what a fool I have been, to have thought that I, instead of church, country or king could try and master, Master of the Art …what an insult, when we can speak so boldly of something that we know nothing off? To truly and honestly answer, “Who am I?” Man must first die and live again …and again, to search the depths of the Question - To Know Thyself, man must overcome the Riddle of the Mind, the Riddle of the Heart and the Riddle of the Spirit of Man within this lower frequency vibratory of matter in which something can only be experientially known in the face of What IT IS Not, casting yourself into your own darkness and by forgetting that you are the Light.

 

“whoever will lose his life will save it, and whoever

saves his own life will forever lose it”

 

   This Act of Perception proposed the power of the question that birthed the Mystery of Mysteries that so elegantly endowed the No_thing with that odd spark of a feeling, silent self-awareness, and by its very conscious definition, implied the freedom within choice, Who Am I? The Zero or the One?

 

…and thus the Count back to Infinity began, and praise god, else this poem, that is not a poem, would have been robbed of its pun!!!

 

   F**k-sakes. Make it stop!!  I dare not write on. I want no further part in this perpetuating and cursed count …when even I must succumb to my Ego, so arrogantly knowing it all!! Who am I, but a poor substitute for the Preacher Man? Or even the Fool?

 

    I will say again, ‘Things are never quite what they seem’ …and only a fool will try to trap that single simple act of seeing, Spark of Creation and Infinity Eternal within mad rambling words, and so completely distort the image of that single blooming flower - beyond its natural recognition to cast my shadow of a doubt in a futile attempt to find an ending to this god forsaken book - a poor excuse, that is but my own story. For I am blinded by the Light; for have I not throughout this tale continued to separate? Pointing to where god is, and where God is not?  I have failed to perceive, that as long as Light exists, I cannot rid myself of my own malevolent all-knowing Shadow State. However fast light appears to travel, the darkness always seems to get there first.

 

    Are you actually still reading this? These countless of hours, just mad ramblings into the middle of the Night �" In which the words keep on getting me lost. If God truly exists, in a perceiva-ble state; “I beg YOU Lord, please, for the love of this rigged creation �" forbid another rambling book!!! I am tired of dying …this perpetual rebirth of living -  if only for an eternity! What else could I possible have to say that has not already struck me down and outlined such a ghoulish fate!!!  For a fool I am to even try and comprehend such a Grand and Intricate Design, when my own design is flawed, knowing only one thing to be absolute and certain - that I must utterly and deeply continue to feel through-out this silly and random dream, in which everything is not real, where the only cure for the pain is to completely feel it …in this utter Madness of the Dream …where god loves cutting with paradox and confusing us with made-up opposites, to forever die in waking up. Such Awful Beauty conjured in this silly dream in which there have been many Idiots, all whom have written a trillion books to postulate nothing more than man’s own arro-gance, in presuming that this book could contain the very ans-wer, that Knowing, in a realm that owes its very existence and purpose to Not Knowing.

                                  

 

                             Nobody knows     

        …and yet he wrote the f*****g book!!!

 

 

 

Adept Initiate

 

…but, my tongue must now turn Green,

as I have to blend into

the seemingly unseen

And all that took note of the

Citations of the Fool

Must now be swept away

Drowned within the current

Of the guiding stream!

In order to crown the donkey

To repent for all that I have seen,

And all that I felt, I had to say.

 

‘Asini portant mysteria’

 

I, Le Mat, The Mad Poet,

And yours truly, must now

Exit �" Stage Left

 

To dine with Lucius of Apuleius

And of course, the main course

Will be none other than

My Left Foot. 



 

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