Looking For Death, But Don't Have The Balls For Suicide

It's all in the title.

I've only got so much time left on my clock

I'll take a smoke and some pills to speed it up

I want to lose a couple days

Live for today, and don't think about tomorrow

Breathe for tonight, and suffocate tomorrow

Cold weather, heavy rain, and summer nights

Things I live for, that only last a moment

Don't worry about your friends, just listen to your heart

I've only got so much time left on my clock

I'll take a smoke and some pills to speed it up

I want to lose a couple days

The days are long enough lately

I don't really want to live anymore

The lonely nights leave me tempted

The mornings of awkwardness leave my guilty

Too much stress, too much stress

I've only got so much time left on my clock

I'll take a gun and some bullets to speed it up

I want to lose today

Author's Note

Not the best, but certainly not the worst.