What have I done?

What have I done?

I made another promise; I wont do it again,

But it seems as if my blades are my friends

There for me when I am down,

I dig the the blade into my theigh

and slide it across,

some how it makes up for all of my loss

What have I done?

I know it hurts you and that kills me inside

I admit I've lied,

told you I did not do it,

while I have blood covered theighs

then you tell me you love me,

and I just start to cry,

what have I done?

broke another promise to the one that I love

When I tell you the truth

you just sigh,

What have I done?

I'm killing you inside

Sometimes I think maybe you should have a try

then maybe you'll see

See what I mean,

the pain

the worries seem to go away

but I don't want that for you

you shouldn't be like me.

What have I done?

I did it again.

 

Reviews

[Jemma]

Great poem.
As you would of seen I can relate well to this.
Also to the other part. I was going out with someone a while back. The relationship ended badly but what i remeber is that every time i did it how hurt he would be. He wanted me to be honest and tell him when it happened. But when I did it was like he almost hated me for it. He wanted me to tell him i was okay. And that i was fine. But at the time I thought i may of just loved this person. And saying It was fine was just lie. I couldnt lie to him. At times i wanted him to just see how it felt. What it was like. But i never wanted it for him (not that i could care less now though -_-)

Great writting.
Hope everything is going okay.
I know how hard it can be.

[Fanciful Goddess]

GREAT POEM!!!!!VERY DARK