The plan

It would be so simple

I could just cut

Deeper than I’ve ever gone

That would kill right?

From lost of blood right?

Maybe that one who be too messy

 

Perhaps I could just overdose

Take too many of my sleeping pills

Or some other drug

It wouldn’t be too painful

It would be like going in my sleep

 

Or maybe I should just do it quickly

Just take that gun

And shoot it

The bullet going in my head

That would be quick and easy

 

Maybe it should be something silly

So it looks like an accident

Who knows?

 

Or maybe, Like Father did

Drank too much and threw up

And died choking on it?

Well actually

That’s the only way I don’t wanna go

Like him

 

But really

Does it matter the way I go?

As long as I get out

Of this hell hole

Called life?

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

Life is terrible, but you shouldn't give up on life. This was emotional...it made me sad...thanks for sharing.