See you. (A dream)

I see you in my dreams
There is where you stay.
I want you in reality
But it is taken away.

I want you near me
I wanna hold you and feel you
But you're just a mirage
That disappears when i touch you.

I lay my hand forward
But it passes through you
I guess it is really a dream
A dream that after i have woken up
You are not there.

I see you and i want you
I desire you,
In all kinds of forms.
But i can't have you.

After all it's just a dream
As soon as i have woken up
The reality that i dreamed ended.

I smile but my heart hurts by the
thought of not having you
Because you aren't mine
And maybe you can never be
It's all a dream after all.

I wake up sweaty sometimes.
Scared ,and it's like i fear something.
Yeah, i fear that the reality is not
like in my dream.
More like a nightmare

I hate it that's all is ever gonna be.
Just a dream, a dream where you
are mine and no one elses.

I hate waking up.
I don't wanna wake up from the beautiful
dream where you and me are together.
I wanna sleep and let the dream continue

But sadly the dream can't continue
I wake up and go by like normally
Still wishing that if all of this can come true, but it's only a wish.
I see you only in a dream.