Pour the Pain into Words

Speaks for itself

To pour all of my pain

Into meager words

On this blank slate

Could do only so much

For all I know

You're still out there

With cruel intentions

While the others I held dear

Trusted completely

Manage to find a way

To betray me

To simply keep calm

and write it out

and let out the emotions

I've been trying to

release

onto those whom

I deem worthy

are all in vain

For as these words

keep falling from the tips

of my fingers

I still wait in anticipation

the moment where

you'll stand before me

with your verbal bullets

aimed at whatever is left

of my broken heart

and not fear to

pull the trigger

To describe the lack

of feeling I have

because every tear

I've cried and cried

over the love and loss

with you 

has finally run me dry

could not possibly begin

to mend the scars

or suture the lacerations

For once you have

managed to truly hurt me

For once you really

have broken my heart