Wounded, Broken, Lost

You can't see past your own walls

You can't see me crumbling to the ground

You broke me into millions of pieces

You broke me and I can't be fixed

You tossed me away like a ragdoll

You tossed me into the darkness and I'm fighting to get out

I'm wounded

Why can't you see what you did to me?

Why can't you see the pain I'm going through?

I freakin' loved you!

When you're around, there's no one else there

I can't see anyone but you

You are the one I have loved for so long

You have taken my heart, but you don't realize it

I'm broken

You left me alone

I was dying from the inside out

I took matters into my own hands

I made a few marks, but you never noticed

I made a few attempts, but you didn't care

You just looked through me, as if I was a ghost

Why did I have to fall in love with you?

Why did I have to be so stupid?

I'm lost

Author's Note

The picture is of the guy who broke me

Reviews

[TL Boehm]

love is often blind but stupid? Are we truly stupid to put ourselves out there doing what we were designed to do and that is connect on a deep level with another? Perhaps the choice was a mistake but the act of reaching out is not in itself stupid - which means - no. You were not stupid.
Purging is always good - to get the ache and tears on paper - this piece does that. Its relatable. We all go through this.

[unbrakable fragile gir..]

thous are all very good questions that I find myself asking a lot great writing it showed emotion and self conflict very well great work

[JJWeves]

Thank you. I tend to fin myself writing about this stuff a lot to express my feelings.

[unbrakable fragile girl]

I am a very emotional writer as well