the end of your chapter

you always made me laugh you always made me smile

 but in the end your the source of the pain 

and i dont know if i can completley pick myself up after this

 you always said im here for you but where are you now

 you always said i can come to you if theres a problem

 but how can i your the source of the pain

 i never expected this from you

 i thought you would always be there like you said 

but i guess im a damn fool for believing you

 im tired of sitting up at night woundering if your comeing back

 im tired of crying for you i cant go on like this 

some thing has got to give im trying to move on

 but my heart wont let me you have it and i cant get it back

 but one day i will rise above you i will be complete again you wait and see

 if you come back i wont be waiting by the phone any more im ready to hang it up

 i wont be waiting by the door im ready to shut it and start a new chapter without you