What Comes Next

the pain of the truth was just over whelming

i just lost control of myself

i didn't know what else to do

i hated myself for actually believing in him

i knew how he was

so the addiction was the start

the depression was the next thing to come along

i tried to bottle the depression in

but when i couldn't any longer

the cutting  happened

and i'm afraid of what will come next

i can't let my stupidity take my life

for a special someone is waiting for me

just like their is a special someone waiting for everyone

 

~Kathleen

Author's Note

ignore grammar(please tell me how to spell a word if i miss spelled it, i can't spell to save my life!) what do you think?

Reviews

[Cassandra D.]

This was a wonderful poem you've written.
It was beautiful and so very descriptive.
I enjoyed reading this.

[Tarek]

this is beautiful.......amazing..........u just misspelled whelming.