Collision

Sometimes I wonder if I really belong. Have you ever felt the same way?

Perhaps I collide too much with this world

I go against the flow

And it seems like I don't belong

But I'm not courageous enough

To say I can make a change

For the better

 

Everyone's word

Carry a different meaning along with it

And I thought I've learnt

But then I realize again and again

Even after understanding all that I know

It's almost like

I still don't know anything

About this world

 

It's just so confusing

And the levels keeps getting higher

The layers of masks

Piling and piling

Till I don't know what I'm supposed to see

Or if what I know

Is still true

Or perhaps

Everything has already changed

 

It's as if

My version is outdated

And I've returned to a level of a kid

Where doors are shut

And sounds are muted

Where I have to fight

All the levels again