There Is Pain Involved...

Lay down in my room, reach for the scissors.

Look around at all those memorable pictures...

Crawl around on the floor with these emotional mixtures

Hear my words in this tiny, broken whisper

But..

I know!

You don't!

Care about all these things that affect me!

I know!

That it's

Never you!

It's always me!

Dead in your mind

Never can escape the hatred

Never wanted to hurt them 

Just wanted them to pay for it.

I can't

Atone

For all the things that I've gone and done

I know!

They don't care

That's never you

But it's always me...