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Thinking of Valentine's Day and a bit of a past love.

As the day of love comes up,

I remember the ease of our days.

I remember your gently smiling face.

I remember your touch.

I miss it so much.

I remember how good it felt

To know I had someone by my side

Who would stay for a lifetime.

I remember that security.

I remember your voice shaking.

I remember your heart breaking.

I remember how foolish my words were.

I remember how much you hurt.

How much it was my fault.

How much your family hates me.

How much they would break you in their hatred.

I remember how my heart soared

To know you still had feelings for me,

As I did for you.

I remember how the pain roared

When I had to tell you no.

No, because I was scared.

I never want to be without you.

I'm too used to you to imagine that.

I love you too much to lose you.

But as the day of love comes, I wonder...

Did I make another mistake in tearing our hearts asunder?

I miss everything about you and me.

I miss us. I miss "we".

But my logic won't let my heart be.