Do I really love you?

I feel im not good enough at expressing how i feel and writing poems So i almost tried as most as i could So heres a poem And here is how i feel

Oh how I wonder,

What it feels like to truly be in love

Dont know if its my ego or my split personality

I dont know why I "love" you

Maybe its just my depression wanting to be clinged to someone

I dont know

But i want to know

Do I really love you?

Is it just the idea of you being mine that I want?

I know I'll be rejected in the end

Set up for failure and knowing that I am

Am I that willing

To endure that pain

For your love.

Were all the same

Our love will always be a game.

A game I don't want to end

A game where I will restart

The game inside my heart

The meaning of love

Those three words

Thay could change..

Everything

The more im away from you the less I feel anything torwards you

But when I see your face

And hear your voice

I fall for you

And I repeat and repeat

Until the day 

That..

I'll..

Never see you..

Again.

For your love is a drug,

That I wish I was high on

I want to get addicted

But I already am

And I cant leave you

Even though You left me

I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me.

I should've let you know..

   That I love you Amaurys.

Author's Note

ignore grammar

Reviews

[Manel]

this love really seems like a drug , i feel like you are suck in the middle of keeping on loving him and the urge to let go. it must be hard at the start but you will be fine at the end dear
i love you way you are expressing your situation in words
good job keep the creation coming

[sette]

the pain of loving and the difficulty of letting go are being expressed strongly in the poem.

[Cierra Leon]

lol i think you said something like this already but okay ^^

[sette]

hahaha part of aging i guess