the ravings of a mad women

One look at your breathless eyes I was pulled in

But I failed to see your hidden lies

I loved you from the start you had and have my heart

From you I could not part

You pulled me in and I gave into sin you are love lust and passion

And don’t forget poison

At one time I would have called you a gentleman

But you’re not even worthy of the title beast

You’re a scum of man unworthy to walk this land

Yet I find myself upon my knees reaching out as you leave

My pain is almost over

Will I ever see you again or hear from you before my end

I will regret it in the end ever will I bend

I am cold and broken

I hate that I love you

But you’re gone to never return

All that’s left is a settling storm

So I stand leaving my heart to the wind

I get up and move on I open my black dead eyes these terrible dilated eyes

So full of torture and sin

I’m becoming the monster you are

Even without a soul I had a heart

But you ripped at it just the same pulling at the seam

Compassion is something you lacked and something I’m now losing

Held under your spell I fell

But doomed yourself to hell

You poor child look what you’ve done

You human fool

You made yourself a tool

Soon you will fall

I tell you now I will care when your chained

And again I’ll give in

Be lucky if you’re freed

You damned man this was their plan

You fell to it like a bee to honey

No matter how you plead it will succeed

Even though you’ve left I find myself waiting

You’re like a cancer on my brain

I sit looking at the sands as though they are broken

But I know the truth and feel as though I’m choking

With freedom another curse

I feel the need to lash and let go

I want to rip out the throats and help those in pain

I feel as though I should cry and feel nothing all at once

I find myself watching everything and nothing

I wish to step with the world yet let it pass me by

To watch for eternity as others live and I die

I will not bow I will not break

But it’s far too late

Torn between light and dark

I will rip apart the veil releasing hell

CAN YOU HEAR IT?!

THAT LAUGHING!

THAT SOBBING!

It rips from my jaws as tears stream down

And eyes grow dead

Yes I can hear it!

It’s my Madness!

Yes its way past knocking at my door

Who is this at my feet

Around their neck is a caller

And I’m the holder

Words spun around the leash

Trusting, loving, open, caring, felling and living

She up holds a blade head hung

I take it greedily cold eyes upon her

She lifts her head and I slice her throat

I kick her back face exposed blood staining her throat

My throat and seeping into our hair

At last I open my eyes to my killer and monstrous self

As my last breath escapes me

Reviews

[Pax]

wow what a roller coaster of dark and emotional distress...
very intense and gripping read...
Amazing rhyming
a very cool write!!!

[Kiari Sabon]

thank you
i do have a few things i need to improve on to make it flow a little better
but thank you :)

[Pax]

for me it didn't matter....it's already great my friend...

[Kiari Sabon]

thank you :)