Old Pictures (You)

Do you ever close your eyes and see me 

Because when I close mine I see you

You're always there smiling at me

And I always wake up with a tear stained pillow

All because you told me it was time for goodbye

Just because you were scared of your feelings

You would rather run away and hide from them

Instead of facing them with help from me

You got me looking at old pictures of us

Making me feel like a fool for ever loving you

I'm wishing that I never ever met you 

Hoping that this all just one big nightmare

That once I wake up in the morning 

It'll be the end of it and you won't cross my mind

Your kiss was like a drug and I was addicted

You always left me wanting so much more

Always longing for you arms tight around me

Wishing that one day I'd be able to sleep in your arms

But instead it didn't go the way I had hoped

I'm sitting here today curled up in the sweats

Looking out at the absence space where you sat

Just a few weeks before smiling at me

You called me the most beautiful woman around

And now your a memory haunting me

Wishing I could just shake you from my mind

But, You got me looking at old pictures of us

Making me feel like a fool for ever loving you

I'm wishing that I never ever met you 

Hoping that this all just one big nightmare

That once I wake up in the morning 

It'll be the end of it and you won't cross my mind

I just wish I could step back in time

Way back before I laid eyes on you 

Then maybe I wouldn't have this heart break

And I wouldn't be wearing a painted smile

With my paper heart on my sleeve