F**k You

If you're reading this, you know who you are.

I am the farthest thing from perfect

But I'll burn in Hell

Before I let you ruin me forever.

You have used me

And discarded me twice now.

I nearly let you kill me

From the inside out,

I let you belittle me

Until I felt like nothing but a w***e.

But that's all over now.

I hope you get what's coming to you,

And I pray to the gods every night

You hate yourself

For how you hurt me.

This is the last I'll write about you,

The last I'll think about you,

The last I'll care for you.

I am who I am,

And what I am

Is what you've lost.

What I am

Is more than you'll ever get.

What I am

Is more than you deserve.

What I am

Is over you.

Don't f*****g talk to me.

Reviews

[Dave]

I am so with you! I just really hope that you have the courage to follow through with what you've told him. Having two daughters I cannot imagine someone hurting them as you have obviously been hurt.

Take care - Dave

[Chris Shaw]

Spill it all out girl, get it out of your system. It's his loss and look by the end of your lines you know your own worth. He had his chance and blew it. You move on to better and bigger :)

Chris

[jacob erin-cilberto]

the angst bleeds onto the page with fierce eruption.
and the last period is the end of it...
nothing afterward...ever.
j.

[Fox]

Oh how I wish I could stake this to my father's grave. Sends a pretty clear message, as usual lovely work.

[Trapped]

You have no idea how much I agree with that statement.

[Jex]

I really like this poem a lot, I feel like that not only can it be about a person who has wronged you, but an inner battle that you have with yourself on the darkest of days and doing everything you can to get to a stable place.

[genocide]

it means he was a f*****g abusive a*****e to abuse you and neglect you or do worse to you I've been where you are

[Askew]

He was never abusive, he never hit me or physically hurt me, but he did f**k me over twice and make me feel like absolute s**t. He may be an a*****e but he was never like my actual abuser. I'm not trying to defend him at all, but it's the truth.