Depression Poem

I felt happy, enjoyed, loved, beautiful, cared for, safe, protected, worthy of something and appreciated by you and lucky to have you in my life... but now all I feel is just deep depression.

You made me feel

Now I have to deal

You made me love when no one else could

But now I have to do something that is not good

You made me happy when skies were gray

But now that hope has gone away

You may still say you love me

But I don’t know what to be

I loved you last night

With all my might

I loved you this morning

But now without a warning

I dont love you right now

All I feel is nothing, anyhow

I am depressed and sad,

Hope you feel bad

Cuz you are the one to blame

Nothing will be the same

This is how I feel

There’s only two ways for me to deal

I can rather cut

I got this feeling in my gut

That you won’t come back to me

I don’t know what I am without thee

Or I can just get a rope

There is no hope

Get a chair, attach the rope to the ceiling

This is what I’m feeling

I hope you are sorry that you caused so much pain

Cuz now all the blood is rushing to my brain

Just watch you’re gonna be the one that caused this

You’re not gonna get the chance for one more kiss

1, 2, 3… step forward and liftoff

Bye my love sorry it had to come to this

Sorry you couldn’t get that last kiss

Sorry we couldn't have that life we wanted

Now everyday your gonna feel haunted

Because you are the one who caused this

You wont be able to stop this

Reviews

[M.E.Lyle]

Rejection is never a fun thing, but ending it all...that can't be too much fun either, especially when you realize there's no coming back.
Wouldn't it be more fun to hang around and torture this guy in some other way, like, always hanging around when he wants to be alone with his significant other.
Make a pest of yourself. It can be both fun and therapeutic. Just be careful not to do something drastic like cut off his leg or something.
Hope you get to feeling better.

[Lilly Marie]

Never said I wrote that out of rejection, I'm mad at my boyfriend for kissing another girl while we were/are still together!!!! I'm just ranting all my angry thoughts into one simple thing, so I can let it out an just breathe. Cuz I dont like bottling stuff up inside and then just suppressing it for a long time, then I finally get into a good place, I dont just want to get "triggered" by something then it all just opens up and then all those feelings come running back.... But yea thanks I hope so too

[Elizabeth]

Such a powerful write. I hope getting these feelings out help. At least for me, writing away the feelings lets me clear my mind and understand my situation better. Stay strong.

[Chris]

Sometimes "dealing" with things just isn't as easy or straightforward as movies and others peeps try to make it seem.

[Relic's Bare Trees]

I can understand your anger and depression. But did he just lose out on the best girl he could have had? Time (and your determination to be successful in whatever you do) will determine that. Be strong.

[Jade]

Such a sad write here, well written

[Carina Baumert]

It's sad when we think another person's worth killing ourselves over. Great capture of unbearable pain.

[Lilly Marie]

Thxs Carina. Its straight from the heart, and I meant every word of it. Cuz Ive been feeling like this for days and I just wanted to get it off my chest

[Carina Baumert]

I feel for you :) I suffer from depression too though mine is usually temporary while I can't find any work. Don't worry, things will get better for you soon (and hopefully for me as well)

[Lilly Marie]

Thanks. That means alot. and so have I, I've had it for many years, and I've always suppressed it,but now... I just cant do anything without feeling depressed and it just huuurts. Cuz I dont like this feeling.