Don't ever give up, again.

My writing that I'm putting on here to read everyday. I will never give up like I have done. Never again.

For awhile I have been brought down. Squashed under my so called friends shoes. Called names.

Worthless, fat, not good enough, ugly, stupid.

Saying I'll never make it college. I let that bring me down. I had given up for awhile.

But now, it is time to be reborn.

I am Jessie. Me. No one else. I will do with my life how I want. 

I will go to college to be a Vet. I will change my body. I will lose weight. I will cut my hair.

I've been told I'll never lose the weight. That short hair will make me look even fatter than I am.

Well, I will do it. If I hate it, at least I went with what I wanted at the time. and didn't let anyone bring me down. 

I care too deeply, I have an extreme embarrassing fear. But I will get past that fear. 

With help.

I will not change who I am for what anyone wants.

I will be me.

Always

and

Forever.

Nothing ever again, will change that amazing fact about myse;f.