"Nothing"

 

"Beyond the fate,

Before the hate.

Above the taint,

Below the saint...

The wind blows soft,

But in my heart,

Things stirr...

Un-easy,

When I try to remember, all I see is a blurr.

My knees go weak,

I feel weasy.

My emotions leak,

Leak with tears.

Foreshadowing;

Just like mirrors.

What is this feeling?

This life of loneliness,

Condemned to it.

I have something I need to confess,

But I have no one to confess to.

In such distress,

I'm such a mess.

Where are you?

I need you.

I'm nothing, without you.

Love,

Until now, I haven't felt it in years,

And for you, I have so many fears.

And then comes more tears.

In my grave,

I know you are above me.

Crying for the love you gave,

I died.

Then why am I still alive?

Breathing,

In so much pain...

I can feel the wind blow,

I can see the lilies grow.

But I cannot let go,

Let go of this life.

Even though I took it with a knife...

I am not suicidal,

Not at all.

I took my life,

With all my strife,

Because I knew I could not win this fight.

This fight against sacrafice.

And so,

In the night,

I came to your house,

And kissed you as you slept, to be polite.

And then I left,

Without a word,

At least, that nobody heard.

And in the gardens,

My blood was spilt,

For a reason,

Please don't have any guilt.

I died in this season,

Of love, and joy,

For you to keep on living.

But I am no longer sure of what has happened,

I am niether dead, nor living.

Perhaps,

It's because the love I won't stop giving."

 

 

 

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