Where were you?

It's clear 
You're no longer here
But what's there to fear
You was never there

When I needed you the most
  It's like I'm speaking to a ghost
I was the show and you were the host
You left me there to laugh at but It's love, I suppose

I was young and clueless
Thought it was normal for you to be heartless
But now i know that it doesn't take a genius 
To figure out you were worthless

I gave you time and effort
But there were other things you prefer
I wasn't sure 
If I was suppose to endure

The pain that you've cause
Then again, it's your lost
I pay the price but you weren't worth the cost
My love was in the air but you wouldn't dare to be randy moss