We Can No Longer Be

Deep down

I'm dying

Outside I'm smiling

But on the inside...

Lay the pain

It's hard being strong 

When all I want to do is cry

Letting myself slip away

As if I never existed

It's over 

And we will never be

You not only hurt me

But cheated and lied

It''s because of you

I lay here lost

My body cold

And feeling queasy 

Tears falling

Drying out my face

My body covered 

With your mark

The scars left

Remind me of the past

I try to wash away 

Your existence

No matter how hard I scrub

Its just too deep a wound 

I want to end my suffering

And the pain you left me with

Its too much to bare

And too hard to live with

I can't go on 

Knowing I meant nothing to you

I know that you and I

Will no longer be

Not friends

Nor lovers

Forgive me

For I wish 

I wish we hadn't ended

At least the way it happened

But it did 

And I have no choice

I must say goodbye

For the very last time

For you and I 

Cant and never will be

Reviews

[Jess.]

Very good. Reminds me of my past, my first, but he was playing me all along. . .still hurts to this day. I can relate to you. At least some good writing comes out of pain!

[larryb]

Kudo's for letting out your feelings Manda...I hope it helped to vent your anger :)