Oh God Please!

Just when I think I have found everything, God has to go and change things. I dont know what I want or even what I need. All I know is that I'm confused and supposedly falling in love

Oh God please
Dont do this to me

Just when I think
I have found the one

You have to go and
Change things around

I thought I knew
What exactly I wanted

What I needed
And loved most

But now...
Its all just a blur

Oh God please
Dont do this

I beg of you
Please dont

I cant have you
Playing with my heart

I am not capable
Of loving everyone

I especially cant be falling in love
With my very best friend

God its not possible
It just isnt

God please
I beg of you

I cant love him
Not when I already have

Author's Note

I have to vent. I have to write this out. I just dont know what to do! I cant be feeling this way! Especially with HIM! Oh dear lord! Well I hope you like this piece! And if you dont I am so sorry. I dont feel like this is one of my best pieces but I just needed to let it out... I dont know about the ending. It seems ok for now but I want to know what you think bout it. If you dont like it then dont rate! Please...! Just give your advice or comments! I am trying to raise my status! Thanks =)

Reviews

[rachielle]

I think everyone could relate to this poem. Once in our lifetime, we fall for someone we shouldn't fall for. In your case, your best friend. I love the way you put it, too- like praying to God in panic, and wanting him to make a miracle. Great write!:)

[Coyote Poetry]

Poem is very good. You told a story of desire and feeling we must struggle with in a life. I like the internal questions and praying for the right answers. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[Poetic Beauty]

wow I have had this happen to me before but not my best friend. I have felt like this before. I know those prayers all too well. I pray ever that me an my soul mate will be reunited or that I will stop loving him which ever is suppose to happen

[Closed Account]

Wow, I know this feeling all too well. But this is a great piece. I know you're having a hard time right now, and if ya need to talk, I'm always here for ya.
Great write! :)
~Bells

[Mauricio Montoya]

hang in there, its fine

[*Kantola*]

:O
I know this feeling oh too well... it comes with long distance relationships. /sigh
I loved this piece! I have a feeling all of us writers are connected somehow, going through the same things or something similar... God, I loved this piece and I KNOW YOUR PAIN!
"I cant have you
Playing with my heart."
This is so true!