Mom...

Sadness mother

Someone you'll never really know

Have you lived without someone telling lies saying things like it'll get
better but it never did did it forgiveness is something that is rightfully
earned but I'm sorry mom you don't have my forgiveness yet so just take a
second to things of what you missed out 18 years of cuz when push comes to
shove doesn't matter cuz you weren't there so there I said it gotta spit to
get this off my chest so I'm hear to confess and except nothing less but
show you I can be a best you never known I wanna get to know my mom but the
saddest thing is that my mom is still living but I can't truly find her and
I always say I don't like her cuz it's true how can love someone who was chose
drugs over you and lie to cover up the fact she might love you either. God
is amazing cuz he doesn't show me my mom but gave me the next best thing
someone who shows love and I know will care cuz every time I see you I see
a monster in the heart of an angel ya I guess she's a demon being. You
overdosed once and I didn't feel a thing maybe this is the sound when a
crow decides to sing so the next I hear mission bell ding I'm praying that
I see you awake and not a wake