Pain Pills and wine

She lets the darkness take over her mind. She can't stop it. She sits in the bathtub taking her pain pills and drinking her wine. Letting her mind control her. She knows she is the mother of 3 and a wife of a soldier. But she can't keep doing this all on her own. Her demons are crawling, fighting after her wanting her to give in. To take everything and shove it. Go back to her old ways when nothing mattered. She screams but it doesnt help, she keeps thinking she is going to lose the house, the car, she wont be able to feed herself or her childeren. She can't keep doing this, living like this. Going day to day, pay check to pay check just is not working for her. She keeps drinking her wine and taking her pain pills just to keep her calm. She keeps pushing hoping things will get better but in the end she knows they wont. But, she keeps trying will her pain pills and wine.