Dionysian

pretty experimental stuff. 2009 or 2010, methinks.

etty These strong medicines always remind me of you,
we've tasted the bitterness of joy
so much.
Psychoactive,
every moment, each molecule: eternal
whether or not the dose lasts forever.
all Psycho.  Active.

Your body is my medicine,
and I am a sacred child
in your wild forest.
I speak your name
like and old Catholic woman invoking God,
and I feel your memory
coursing through my veins.
I breathe the music of your existence,
like an ancient pagan invoking Pan,
and
Suddenly I realise
being afraid of losing you is so absurd
because there is nowhere else on earth.
All this love for you,
it comes from me,
and sadness is just the magic that hearts use to keep us together
no matter how far apart we are.
Be not afraid to walk away from me -
where can you go??