My Mind Is A Cage

My Mind Is A Cage

A Poem by Jekyll 'n Hyde

I work so hard to get up in the morning.
My mom thinks it's because i'm lazy.
What she doesn't understand is that it drives me crazy.
How I wish it were just that!
But no, depression hits me full force.
And of course,
Everyone seems to disappear when i'm like this.
I can't control it nor can I dismiss the fact that it won't go away.
So what's wrong with me?
I ask you this in dismay.
How can I control something I know nothing about?
I bear this alone, every word full of doubt.
My mind is a cage.
I, myself, full of rage
Can't stand it at this age,
Can't stand it at this stage in my life!
Will someone please tell me what's happening? 
Some nights, I can't even sleep.
And some nights, I just can't keep myself from crying.
My entire existence is relying on medication.
And that thought sends through me a sensation of hatred.
So what's stopping me from taking that final leap?
Nothing.
I'm just too afraid
While the tears cascade
And my mind begins to fade.

© 2017 Jekyll 'n Hyde



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That some hard core emo s**t. It's, not the worst but it certainly isn't good. You should smoke some grass and listen to The Clash.

Posted 6 Days Ago


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Juliespenhere.

6 Days Ago

Good work
Keep writing
Dead Alive Dave

5 Days Ago

"Flagged em"... ahahha.... for what? For yourself having the sensitivity level of a three year old?.. read more
CuddlyBunny

5 Days Ago

And you have got to have absolutely nothing to do with your life other than try to patronize a girl .. read more

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Jekyll 'n Hyde
Jekyll 'n Hyde

Corcoran, CA



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Hey, my name's Maryjessie, and I'm 20 years old. There's not much to be said about me except that I have a few mental health issues. Sorry if that scares you away, but I figured I should just be hones.. more..

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