Anguish

literally just ranting and taking out frustrations and anger right now towards my Supervisor, who gave me a negative feedback, in hopes that I improve.

You frustrate me,

as I frustrate you.

You say you want me to improve,

but do you really?

 Thing is you remind 

me of him, my dad.

 He loves pointing out

my failures and my downfalls.

And he would do that 

to prove his point.

  And you are doing the same

exact thing.

And you demand I 

communicate,but 

why should I?

Will you stop focusing

on the negative, for once?

  I know I might seem stupid
or dumb at times, but believe 

me I am not.

Simply I try and keep my cool,

in order to not 

explode in your face!

  I must respect my elders

and or authority figures.

This I was taught but you

make it so hard!

 If you could see my tremors

as I hold my breath, trying 

to calm myself down

and not take a swing at 

your face!

  So, you forced me

to make a move,

and a move I did 

make, and in the end

will have to wait 

till the very end.

Reviews

[Carol Cashes]

You make me so glad that I have the job I have. I have no real oversight or "supervisor". I work alone and have complete autonomy over how files and work is accomplished. But...I have worked for some real a**hats and I don't envy you at all. It's unfortunate that this supervisor is bringing back all that negative s**t your dad dished out. Hang on, Marie, if you really need this job. And if possible, find another one that may pay a little less, but the peace of mind makes up the difference in spades.

[John the Baptist]

It is said that difficult people are our tickets to heaven. If that's so, it sounds like you've got a seat on the 50 yard line.