Ease

Mental Health therapy attempt for me, its from the inside and I don't know what else to say to decribe it.

When my feelings take control; I fight threw the hell
Trying to defend myself but I always fail
I don't want to feel anything  
It doesn't turn out well

Ive remembered every hurtful word
Everyones high and disturbed

I'm in a hurry
Tell me don't worry

The burns need to heal
The past seems so real
The flashbacks got me bailing
I hear yelling
Its worse
Its scary
its a curse
Dear God please
Don't let these nightmeres get in the way of my dreams
Its fire on my skin
Since I was 10
I've been fighting
That's why I'm always writing
When I make it
That's gonna be exciting
I don't wanna be a rapper
I'm just trying to help anyone who feels like their life is a disaster
Be patient, cus we don't need to go any faster

Time flies and I suck at goodbyes

Author's Note

Please feel free to comment, compliment or criticize, I appreciate both equally, need some honesty to improve my writing, thank you!