Love me or leave me

Love me or leave me

A Poem by MessyMind

Look threw the worlds eyes
All you see is lies
Look on the inside
See anything you recognize?
Or do you just feel despised?
Emptiness is growing in size...
And give it a couple hundred more tries...

Everyone always ready for me to suck up
Its about time for me to buck up.
Ive always been shy,
Some people think I'm stuck up,

I ain't gonna give up
Push me to the ground
I'm coming back around
Ready when u run up
putting my bun up

I hear the streets talking bout me
Very loud and clear
Go ahead and doubt me
Time to face my fear

If it ain't directed
it aint respected
Ain't feeling right
Cus soon as I'm outa site
They speak bad on my name
And they do it outa spite
Guess they get mad cus
I'm shining bright
Trying to take away my light
I fall but I get back up and fight

Love me or leave me
Its not smart to decieve me
Say and do whatever but believe me
Ima be alright and one day you might need me

And if your too late
Its cus all I've ever done is wait
And I can't keep on losing to hate
I'm a women to love and appreciate

I aint playing their game
So they throw dirt on name
Tear us apart, telling you I'm the one to blame
And when you let others destroy us, its lonely and lame

Strangers I used to call friends
Talk behind my back,
to my face, they pretend
Thats where we meet, its a deadend
Oh how I'm done with the clue,s and the hints...
Who you trying to convince?
Oh y'all didn't know I had any common sense?

Judge me all you want
Playing me stupid,
Go behind my back
I see the front
Inside jokes and secrets
This goes out to all the "rejects"
Being laughed at sucks, but regardless,
Don't let it make you heartless

© 2018 MessyMind


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Added on February 1, 2018
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MessyMind
MessyMind

Paragould, AR



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I have severe anexiety, high blood pressure and depression. My whole family deals with anexiety, but mines out of hand and I'm only 23 years old but my heart and soul feels like 100 years old and its .. more..

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A Poem by MessyMind